“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I enter Starbucks and I was welcomed by a line of five people heading to the counter. I walked up and joined them anyways. The people before me were all looking for something to eat and to drink, discussing what they were going to have while I'm here still undecided on what I will be having.


　　"I actually don't know what I'll be having." I say to no one in particular. "What are you having, G?" I ask him.?


　　"I'll see for myself. I'm hanging up." Gage says over the line.


　　I kept my eyes on the menu board that was above me while I kept tapping my finger against my chin. Then my eyes landed on their foods, seriously if I only had a huge appetite, I'd be eating every single foods in the menu.


　　My phone suddenly vibrated on my hand and it was a message from Gage.


　　Gage: It's so nice to be standing close to you in public :)


CHAPTER 61 : "The Game"