“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　When the plane landed in Indonesia, the skies were still dark and I heard that there were already Indonesian fans that are waiting for the boys inside the airport. I worried about myself right away. I don't want to be seen anywhere with him or the other boys.


　　I want to keep my privacy all to myself and Monique will get mad at me once she'll see me on the news being in Indonesia with the boys she've always loved. Once she'll know that I've met Silver Spade, been in one plane with them, being on tour with them and I've had sex with Gage a couple of times, she will really hate me for all eternity.


　　"Tate, I want you to meet Ryan. He's my other bodyguard." Gage gestured.


　　"He will help you get into the car safely. He will make sure you won't be seen with anyone from the four of us. We will get off first then when we've lured the fans and the paps, you'll get out from the plane." He tells me.


CHAPTER 69 : "Indonesia"