Ellyreiv

“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　Later that night, I was just sitting inside my room doing nothing else but reaching Tate's phone. I'm so sure that they already landed in New York. I've been trying to call her, her phone's already ringing though, but she's just intentionally ending my calls and mostly not answering any of it. I've been rereading the messages for hours that I have been sending her since I realized that Kendall sent those photos to her.


　　Me: I know I should have a good explanation for those photos. Please listen to me first, I didn't send those.


　　Me: Tate please talk to me. I need you to hear me out. Hit me up when you land. Please.


　　Me: Tate you have the right to be mad but please just let me explain. Please talk to me.


　　Me: I know I begged for you to stay and I didn't something horrific but please just hear me out.


　　Me: I wasn't the one who sent those photos, trust me. I swear to god. I didn't do that. Please Tate. Talk to me.


CHAPTER 143 : "If I Could Fly"