“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I didn't even know that she'll grow tired of me and maybe if I were here I'd grow tired of myself too. But I want her to stay with me despite the things that happened and I didn't even realize that I was already falling for her. I was too scared to admit it to myself and now I'm losing her because of that stupid mistake that I did and Kendall added up more fuel to the growing fire.


　　And I hope that you don't run from me.."


　　I began to stare at what I made and started rearranging some phrases to actually make it into a song. After a while, when I felt like the song was kind of done, all it needs now is a beat and a music to go along with it.


　　"Refrain:?Pay attention I hope that you listen


　　Right now I'm completely defenseless


CHAPTER 144 "If I Could Fly" 2