“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　It's been so long since I talked with Gage but I'm still so scared to make contact with him again that maybe he's still so mad at me for what I've done. Maybe he still hasn't forgiven me for leaving him. I know I let a lot of people down and I feel terribly bad about it.


　　While I was busy wiping some tables inside the coffee shop, some teenage girls enters the shop and suddenly mentioned Gage Stockholm. I gently squeezed the rug on my hands and wiped the table even slower just to listen to them. They were talking in Spanish but they were obviously talking about the new song that Gage wrote.


　　Could it be?If I Could Fly? A lot people have already heard it since the album came out.


CHAPTER 180 "Lionheart" 2