“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　When dinner was ready, we walked to the dining table to have eat together.


　　"Aunt Josie is a really great cook. I must say she's better than mum." Gage playfully says.


　　"Don't tell mum I said that." He adds.


　　Aunt Josie and I were laughing together but I as I look at Gemma, she was just plainly looking at me while she was already starting to eat.


　　"Oh Gage you always compliment my cookings. Thank you but I think you just miss it." She says while chuckling.


　　"No aunt Josie, it is really good." Gage insist.


　　"You gotta try this sweetheart." Gage placed a piece of tenderloin on my plate. "That's a family recipe." He smiles at me.


　　"So, what are your plans tomorrow?" Aunt Josie asks.


　　"Well, I'm actually planning on touring Tate around town. I wanna show her where I grew up. I'm also planning on introducing her to my cousins so I hope Jake is around." He answers her.


CHAPTER 197 : "Holmes"