“You can call me when you’re lonely. I’ll be your temporary fix.”

Those were the words that he said to me and it was plain simple, he wanted nothing but s*x and I wanted nothing more than to.

I was the kind of girl who was too scared of falling in love again because I feel like there is something more in life than being mournful over a guy who never actually gave a hell. I deserve something more than pain and misery over a stupid heartbreak. Since then, I got too scared of commitment that I no longer wanted to be in one. I wanted fun and I wanted to feel like I am alive again.

He was the kind of guy who was too busy for permanent relationships. The superstar that all women wanted to bang with. The kind of guy who would have any girls kneel in front of him because well, he is that kind of guy. He was a guy with a hectic schedule, sold out world tours, drinking champagne in private jets, holding a mic in one hand, and conquering all over the world in the other.

Maybe I needed someone to show me how to live again and he needed someone to show me how to love.

You Can Call Me

　　I half-smiled as I look back at his eyes. "I guess after all that's happened to my family, I can always say that they will always have my back no matter how bad my decisions go in life."


　　I placed my hand over his chest. "That's why I think your dad will always be there for you wen if your mom divorced him and she's already married to someone else. He'll always be your dad. And Gemma?"


　　I breathe. "Gemma will always, and I meant consistently, be rooting for you. She will always watch over you and the critic the people around you because she doesn't want you to get hurt again. You've been hurt when your dad left you and she's just making sure you won't feel that same pain again when you fall in love."


　　He smiles and cups my cheek. "I know she'll always worry for me and she nagged at me again for being with you but then she said she knows how much I'm in love with you."


　　Gage kisses my forehead. "That's why she's also kind of happy for me."


CHAPTER 198 "Holmes" 2