Confiding in Sam

Ryder POV

The more I approached my friend, is the more I tried to tell myself to be quiet as everything was going to be alright and therefore I needn't have to worry a lot and panic.

Seriously, I wished things could work just the way I wanted them to but that was something that was actually not easy as I expected them to be. Just as I thought that they could be moving.

"Man, come and sit here with me. You seem not to be okay at all." he told me as he patted at the space next to him.

"Thanks so much." I said to him and I took I sat in the space that he had patted. I was still trying to tell me self in the inside that everything was okay and so I did not have to worry about anything at all. Okay, that was how I wanted everything to go on.

"But , Ryder . Do you know that you are worrying me so much. I mean there is something that is troubling me and I can tell that it has been for a few week."

I was so shocked that someone had already observed and found out that I had something that was wrong with me. It actually puzzled me and made me perplexed that any time some one could easily find out and know that I am having something to do with my mother .

"Yes ,man. I know very well that am looking akward and all that but the truth is I ma not okay at all. I have a series of things that are going on in my mind and that is actually the real reason why I want to talk to you." I admitted. There was no need of holding back any more. It was actually not necessary at all.

"Am all eras, you know we have been friends for long as friends we are supposed to be there fore each other all the time . "he said in his calm husky voice and I knew this was the moment for the action that I had been wanting to do all the time since I got here .

"okay , I know you will judge me but I just pray that you at least hear me out."I was once again acting all nervous. I can just assure you that it was not something very easy . if I had ever been in my state then you could have known that I was not in a comfortable position at all.

"Okay , as I have told you. You don't have to worry at all. I am ready to listen to you. In fact, the thing is it is just you who seem not to care at all." he just had the right words that I needed so I hoped it was not necessary for me to wait any more. I was going to use this opportunity and that was all.

"Am in love" I revealed half way of what I was actually supposed to tell him. The look on his face was kind of priceless. He was beaming with happiness and soon burst out into an controllable laughter . I was a bit confused with all this but I just looked on and just observed where this was going to lead to.

"Finally ."he said as he offered his hand for me to make a hand shake with him which I did.

"Am so sure you are so in love with this particular girl for you to be this in love." he commented . Of course he had always known me as a play boy who in fact sleeps with any girl whom I want. In fact many of them most cases fall for me as they like me because of my good looks.

This has actually been the easy way of getting any of them that I want.

"Yes man, I am so in love with her….so so much in love in a way that I never thought that I could be."I admitted as that was exactly what I was feeling towards my step mom.

"but there is one problem that is threatening to ruin this so perfect feeling that am feeling towards my dream woman." I added.

"The woman am in love with is my mom." I finally went a head and revealed what I had hidden securely from everyone else.

Sam's facial expression changed suddenly when I said that.

"WHAT!" he yelled at me.

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