She is gone!!!

Ryder pov

I knew I could expect that from him and much more. I mean who could hear that a 19 year old college boy is in love with his step mom, surely no one could not be as shocked as Sam is right now .

I just looked at him and made sure that I did not say any word as I let him think about what I had told him about that.

"Man , just know am still process everything that just happened. It is so hard for me to believe what you just said," he finally said . He had actually taken some time without saying anything . At this time, I was also just looking at him not knowing what and how I could reply .

In fact I opened my mouth several times to say something but at the end of it all I was not able to say anything at all. I mean I did not have anything to say .

"But are you sure about what you just told me?" Sam could not help asking me once again . I could not believe it at all.

"yes I am - I said but then paused a bit before I want on to tell him the more crazy parts that I had not yet told him at all.

"Go on , you seem to have so much more that you could want to tell me but at the same time you seem to be reluctant ." Sam said to me.

"Yes that is the fact . I really have so much that I could want to tell you but the truth is I am so afraid about what you think me to be." I muttered matter of fact .

'No no, Ryder . You don't have to worry at all. Believe me and you can go on and tell me about everything . I promise you that no one will know about this at all." he was a bit convincing and I knew that I could believe in him completely .

"I have kissed her already ." I revealed to her . I swear his look was something else when I said that .

He suddenly stood up and moved towards the door and opened it looking outside a little and then closing the door once again before he moved coming next to where I was .

"I had to make sure that those crazy ones do not hear any of this. I can't at any time imagine what will happen once this comes out ." he said and I knew that was truth.

"Man , the truth is that I feel like I am watching some kind of movie which is having so many plot twists ."

"Man , the truth is I also don't have any idea about how this all happened. I swear it was like things happened before I could even think about it ."

"Man , you have not told me about this kiss. Tell me , did she like it or?"

Recalling about that , I found my self standing up . It could of course recall everything to the smallest detail. Everything that happened that time. I recall very well that she was so shocked when I kissed her but for some point she was hesitant to pull away .

I want on and told him about how I had argument with her acting so ungrateful for all that she had done for me .

Of course just like what I had expected, he called me a fool and all that. I acted like a jealous husband which was the last thing that I expected and what I was actually supposed to do .

Sam was looking at me so perplexed at everything that I was narrating to him . The fact was at one point , I was also not sure about what I was actually saying at all but I could not control nay word even when I thought that I could

However I was so relaxed at the end of it. I had at least confided it with something and my heart was not feeling heavy any more. I was now feeling so much relaxed than how I had felt before.

When I returned at home that night , I was feeling so light hearted and just like what Sam had told me to do , I was more than eager to ask for forgiveness from my mom about how I had talked to her .

For sure I was so regretful for what I had done today . it was like I was possessed or something else.

"Mom!"

"Mom !"

"Mom!"

I called her but I was not getting any reply . I knew very well that she was not at work at this time since she was still in her sick leave until the end of the month.

I called after her over and over but she was no responding . I did not like the feeling of this . What if she had gotten into danger or something . I was surelgetting more worried with how everything was catually moving on.

This prompted to move up to my bedroom but I immediately moved out and rushed towards my step mom's bedroom. There was no way that I could sleep without knowing what was up to her . I surely wanted to know that .

"Mom"I called as I knocked on her door but she did not reply .

"Mom ." I knocked again . This time I was a bit louder than before but still there was no reply . The next time I tried to hole the key knob and t my surprise, it was not locked . So it opened easily .

I quickly stormed into her bedroom but to my shock , her bedroom was well organized and there was no sign of her any way .

"Mom!: I called again almost in a yell . I thought she was perhaps in her shower . But after some time , I realized that she was no where to be seen .

I was going to go crazy if it dare went on like this for even five minutes . In just a nick of time, I was already acting like a crazy human being . I moved as quick as my legs could take me until I was right into the living room.

It was so hard for me to believe that I was really not seeing here . I was still looking around acting like I was actually looking for some thing and that is when my attention was taken by something that was on the table that is near the television .

It was actually a piece of paper that was actually folded. I looked at it and I unconsciously found out that my hand had actually started to shaky .

"What is the content of this peace of paper ?" I asked my self.

Out of curiosity, I went ahead and opened it properly.

"Hey my baby boy

The first words were enough to get me completely confused. I immediately sat down on the couch as I went a head to read the rest of the content on the piece of paper. The more I read it was the more I felt like I was actually such a jerk ass.

I had made her really hurt . I wonder where she had gone. I swear I was going to die if she went away from me completely.

"You deserve everything that has happened to you ." my subconscious muttered but I of course I just ignored him . I was completely at sea . What was I going to do about this at all.

Hello readers , I thank you for reading . Am sorry for the late update . I have a strong headache and I badly needed to sleep for some time.

I thank you