My Maddest Obsession

Playlist for this Chapter: Maroon by Taylor Swift, Midnight Rain by Tylor Swift

* NICHOLAS *

I leaned on the door to the garden and heard her talking to her father. She didn't notice me, but I saw the smile on her face when she talked to him, and my heart trembled when she spoke of me.

"I choose to be with him because I love him. A lot. I've never loved anyone like I love Nicholas because he makes me feel alive and so loved." She said and my heart swelled with happiness, a smile tugging at my lips.

"Every single second I've spent with him, it's worth it all. I know the dangers and the risks, I knew them when I told him I loved him because there's no one else for me dad." I took a deep breath when she said this, but I froze when I heard her say his name.

Liam.

And I waited with baited breath at what she'd do next. She called him.

Why did she call him?

Insecurity tugged at my chest as I watched her talk to him, although rather awkwardly. My ears perked up when she mentioned me and I walked closer to her.

"No, he's working right now." She said and looked around as if she was looking for me. The smile on my face was no longer there. I stared at her back coldly and the phone in her hand.

"Yeah. Everything's great." She said as I stood right behind, towering over her. Her breathing hitched and she knew I was here. There was a moment of silence and I leaned down to whisper in her ear.

"Put it on speaker." I whispered, and she obeyed like a good girl as I made my way to sit beside her and pull her into my lap, looking at her with a cold look, not removing my gaze from hers.

She stared back at me and for a moment it was just us.

"Do you really love him more than you loved me?" He asked, making her suck in a breath. She didn't answer right away.

She's really testing my patience right now.

"Do you, Dove?" Liam asked again and she clutched her phone tighter, looking into my eyes.

"Yes." She exhaled. "I love him like nothing else."

My hand came to rest on her thigh as relief flooded though me at her words.

"And do you regret loving me?" He asked and I waited for her answer.

"No." she answered, making my grip on her thigh tighten dangerously as anger gripped me.

"Then why did you run off with that man?" He hissed.

I would have killed him if he was standing in front of us right now.

"Because my love for him overruns anything and everything else. Because I can't breath when he's not around. Because I've given him my everything and so has he." She suddenly said all the while looking at me.

My breath hitched for a moment and my eye twitched slightly as I looked at me intently.

What is she playing at?

"Then did you really love me or was it all fake?" He asked.

"I did. I really did love you at a time. But then I realized we just weren't meant to be. I craved the darkness Nicholas had. No matter how good I was, I couldn't deny the fact that I had a dark side too." She paused for a moment before speaking again.

The darkness that envelops me draws her like a magnet. Like her light drew me in.

"That darkness consumed me in the year I wasn't with him. But I've accepted it. I got a taste of the forbidden fruit and now I want more than I could ever have."

I got a taste too. And now I'm fucking addicted. I'm obsessed.

"I'm like the midnight to your dawn. And I do think of you from time to time. I don't regret loving you from the sidelines all my life, but I want something else. I need someone else. And as much as it hurts to say this, it's not you Liam. You deserve someone who'll love you with their whole being, like I love Nicholas."

I've given her my all, and so has she.

"Bullshit Dove! I don't want anyone else but you!" I heard his desperate voice and saw her eye twitch slightly as she looked at me.

"I'm sorry Liam. Goodbye." She said and dropped the call.

I tilted my head slightly to look at her carefully.

"I love you. Your eyes hold everything my soul thirsts for. And my heart... It beats, it breaks, it loves, it aches, for you. Only you." She whispered and cupped my cheek, while I just looked at her before grabbing her by the nape of her neck and pulling her closer to me, our lips a breath away.

"You are mine. Only mine. Understand?" I gritted out and she nodded slowly.

"Good. Because I'll fucking kill any man who lays his hand on you. On what's mine." I said and crashed my lips onto hers, kissing her roughly and possessively, I made her know that she was mine.

And if anyone said otherwise, they'd have to deal with a bullet in their head.

I picked her up and carried her up to my room, her feet circling my waist and her hands in my hair.

I dropped her on the bed and hovered over her, bruising her lips while I kissed her and then marking her neck and her collar bone.

Mine, all mine.

I buried my head in the crook of her neck and breathed in her scent deeply.

"Nico..." She whispered and I covered her lips with mine, unbuttoning her shirt and taking it off. I pulled down her pants and then took off my clothes, throwing them aside.

I kissed down her beautiful body, unhooking her bra and sucking at her nipples, leaving my mark everywhere I could. My hands gripped her hard as I made my way down and pulled off her panties.

I inhaled her scent deeply, arousing her further as I started licking her core, tasting her delicious sweetness that drove me crazy, making me harder than before.

I licked and sucked, my fingers going inside her as I devoured her, making her whimper and moan my name just the way I liked it.

Within minutes, she came all over my face and I licked her clean, while she screamed my name and fisted my hair. I went back up to her and pulled her in for a long searing kiss, so she could taste herself.

"I've been too good to you my love. Too gentle than I'd like to admit. And now, I can't take it anymore. I'm going to fuck you senseless." I told her as I felt the final thread snap and I thrust into her, her body arching from the pain and pleasure.

Her nails dug into my shoulders as she held onto me and I started moving inside her, thrusting in and out, harder with each passing second. Faster, rougher, making her mine with each push.

Her body responded to mine. How perfectly she fit under me, how my name rolled off her tongue, how her moans filled my head and echoed in the empty room as I pounded into her mercilessly.

Her walls clenched against me as we came together and I collapsed in pure ecstasy. Sweat rolled down our foreheads, but I wasn't done just yet.

This was just the beginning and the look in her eyes told me she loved every second of it.

"You wanted a taste of my darkness, I gave it to you. And now you've created a monster." I whispered in her ear huskily and entered her again, thrusting into her when I heard her gasp as her nails raked down my back, drawing blood.

I hissed in the pain and pleasure while her eyes closed as I hit her G-spot repeatedly, kissing her mouth greedily, biting her lip and licking it later.

Her eyes stole my heart, her smile gave me life, her presence made me high, her touch left me breathless. She takes the sun with her when she leaves. She was my obsession. She is my obsession.

I crave her every fucking second and I get mad when I don't see her pretty little face.

I fucked her for hours, changing positions, everywhere in my room, the bathroom, the balcony, until her body gave up and I had to carry her to the dinner table.

She was my darkest temptation. My maddest obsession.