MEMORIES TO BE FORGOTTEN

ARIEL.

I woke up in a dark place .

My head still hurts aton. I looked around me.

Where was I ? I couldn't be back in hell.

That wasn't the deal with God .

I walked out and saw a big TV screen

I was shocked as it started playing and I saw ...me .

I was running out of class to go home. It was after the first bullying incident.

Tanya and her minions had hidden their stuffs in my locker and had framed me as a thief .

I was hesitant to open my locker because I'd always hidden my BTS stickers and sketchbooks in it but when they opened it up, I was shocked to see their " stolen" items in my possession.

" No wonder she didn't want to open her locker at first "

" Stealing is not necessary. I get that she wants to be like Tanya but she could have just asked "

I Wanted to be like Tanya? Over my dead body.

I was angry when I got home so when my little sister Arianna ran towards me , I pushed her away.

She started crying so I just muttered"So annoying"and went up to my room .

Each time as the bullying got worse, I watched as I picked on my little sister.

I covered my mouth in shock. This couldn't be my memory.

I watched as my suicide video was played before my eyes.

As I'd fallen down from the my phone had beeped.

It was a message from my Mom; Arianna is in the hospital. Doctor says she has a fractured rib, aren't you coming?

Tears tickled down my cheeks. I'm a monster.

I opened my eyes and saw Lucifer smiling Infront of me.

" What do you want to do now ?" He asked.

I balled my fist. I deserve to go to hell.

Just then someone called out my name breathing heavily " Ariel"

I looked back and saw Noah. My ticket to hell.

I ran towards him in tears and with a shaking voice I said " help me please " I clinged on to him " please help me go to hell"

What was wrong with me ? Did I really want someone to commit suicide forme just so that I can go to hell ?

" You see why you are my favorite sinner ? " Lucifer said beside me smiling" you only care about yourself and no one else"

" What do you mean' help you go to hell' ? Noah asked." Look if it's about your sister, I'll help you find out what happened to her . That's why I came after you "

I looked up at him with tears streaming down my cheeks. He came after me to help me yet I'm asking him to commit suicide for me .

" You were right " I say in whispers" I hurt my sister "

" Who told you that ?"

" Lucifer showed it to me "

Noah sighed " hey, isn't it about time you know you can't trust that guy ?"

I started shaking" but it's true. I did that "

Lucifer was right. I am selfish . That's why I was going to ask Noah .

I clinged onto him " please ... please commit suicide "