I've set myself out into a lone-wolf styled venture to the outside world. I've been locked up in the asylum for seven years, and I've recently gotten out. I must say… the outside world full of sane people is more maddening than having to stay apprehended inside a psychiatric ward full of lunatics who don't make sense at all.
I've always been mad, but all I do is to keep practising my composure to the point I am convinced that I don't have a loose screw on the head. I don't even see myself as a madman. Despite my diagnosis being factual, and of course, I am self-aware and have insight of my "disease", for it is not a curse but a gift.
Perhaps, it is a gift within a curse. Just like every price to sell your soul to the Devil, there is always a price. Just like how vampires have extreme gifts, yet they are cursed to be damned.