I've always thought to myself, no one is going to bother reading my books, the books that used to be selfless, good, pure, and full of adventure, excitement, and primordial fun and inspiration meant to aspire other people into doing good things.
But all that came to an end. People change, and we either fear it or embrace it. And we have to accept that fact. I may have changed, but my good intentions from before and the emotions I have towards others may be suppressed and I seem emotionally numb on the outside, but they still remain true in my inner consciousness. That is what others fail to understand and leave me.