EPISODE OF LIFE 4

Title: For You

Hi, I am Jillian, 17 yeas old and from California in Lafayette, I am studying in Acalanes Union High.

My Mom and Dad told me that our family is special, well they didn't said anything else, they just told me that we are special in this city and to stay away from strangers nor to my weird classmates, and also to my other relatives.

It makes me wonder.

How can they tell me that we are special? we are just like the others, we have white skin, a nose to breath, a mouth to speak and an ear to hear.

see? we are just like the others, so how and why?

Specially, look at me.

I am not that pretty or cute nor beautiful, i am fat but i am good at math and in anything that is needed to to do.

Boys and girls in my school are gossiping about me, bullying me and looking at me like a poop, how can i say that? well they are looking at me with a disgusting expression in their face, so how can you tell that they are not disgusted by me?

If i am to tell this to my parents they will sure tell me to let it go and just let them be,*sigh* i don't have friends to tell all of this nor a family to protect me from them or just cheer me up that i am not disgusting.

Morning at Acalanes Union High.

Yeah yeah, it is morning and the worst is its Monday today, i am about to see my classmates again and about to hear everything they will going to throw me *sigh* there is no end to this, i am already tired of them but they are not tired at me at all, they are enjoying it instead *sigh*.

I walked in our room and just went over my chair and sit still, i feel like i am eaten by the black hole because of this heavy feeling and this other feeling that i couldn't explain.

I was about to stand up and go out side but our teacher just went in and introduced a beautiful and pretty girl, she said her name is Angelina and she's 17 years old too, she likes to eat and she said she is friendly too, i looked at her in the eyes while she was introducing her self then our eyes just met, i looked away but looked at her again but when i do, she was looking at me and smile.

When the introduction was finished the teacher told her to sit where ever she wants to sit, and to my surprise, she sat beside me and said hello.

I am so grateful and happy because finally one person who is beautiful and pretty is sitting with me, i hello back and my classmates gossip again and tell Angelina to go away from me because she might get fat like me and might get ugly because of me, but then again she surprised me by saying

" No, it's fine she looks more good than you guys, and specially she is smart unlike you"

She said it and smiled at me, i was so happy i could just hugged her but i can't, because of the eyes of my classmates, no i can't.

Afternoon at Acalanes Union High.

"Huu, my day in Acalanes Union High is finally over"

I said it out loud without thinking i zip my mouth and walk but some one tap to my shoulder, when i look back it was Angelina, the new girl.

"Hi, Jillian"

"Oh, Hi Angelina!"

"You, talk so loud, haha cute"

"Oh, really? um sorry i didn't mean to be loud"

"No it's fine, it's cute, i mean you're cute, by the way wanna make friends with me? our classmates seems to hate me now"

"Oh yeah, about that, sorry it's because of me"

"Oh no it's fine don't worry, i don't mind."

Then after that it became awkward i don't know what to say or to think, i am not that talkative because i am always alone, my parents are busy at work and they are not allowing me to have a pet so i just zip my mouth almost every time.

"Um do you have something to do today?"

Angelina asked and i said i don't have, she told me to come with her to her house and do our assignments and eat.

"Umm okay, that's a great idea, thank you."

"oh no thank you Jillian, for being my friend" She smiled at me and hold my hand she told me her house is not that far and while we are walking we changed numbers so we can text each other.

But her smile is really different from before, her smile from before is friendly but now her smile is...