CHAPTER 72

  Zenith's Point Of View

  "Of course, it's hard ... I've been carrying it for nine months and it's coming out soon but it's okay," I replied soberly.

  Suddenly his face changed and then became happy, "Of course, Dear. What name do you want for our eldest?"

  I looked at him in shock. "What eldest are you saying right there!? There's no next one, Zhang. You'll be pregnant when you want another child, one is enough for me."

  "Huh? But dear ... you know? If our son is a boy, of course I want a daughter too," he immediately reasoned.

  "As long as it's okay for me to have a child. If you don't want to, you can get pregnant or you can find another woman to get pregnant," I insisted.

  "Okay.."

  I looked at him badly, "What's up?" I will ask.

  "All right, just one ..." he replied

  I nodded. “I thought I would let you

  find another pregnant woman, "I insisted.

  "No ah!" he immediately growled.

  "Yes."

  "What's that? All right, dear. One is enough but when our daughter is a girl, I want her name Maure ..."

  I didn't refuse, "Alright, Maure is good for women."

  "Eh, what about when it's a boy? Don't you want a son?" he asked.

  "Zenith ... that's really what I want to name on our future child. She can be a man and a woman so whatever their gender? Zenith will be her name, a symbol that she will be the top one day," I replied calmly.

  "Zenith Maure Apsen .. very nice name, Dear. I won't be surprised if our son is handsome or beautiful because it's obvious to the parents where he inherited," I don't know if I'll be happy or annoyed by what was said. He as if he was proud of being a good man again.

  I suddenly stood up that's why his forehead furrowed. "I'm done, I suddenly lost my appetite." and then left him there to go for a walk.

  Tsk! It would have been okay, he's really going to do it. He's really obsessed with himself ...

  I walked around the mansion until I reached the roof floor. I saw my former pet eagle who seemed to be really waiting for me and I noticed that it was carrying a letter so I approached to take it from its beak and then read it.

  This letter ...

  This is not possible!

  I turned around to make sure no one was there and was still shocked to see the letter I was holding.

  How did they track my whereabouts? My child's life is in danger ...

  After a while I returned it to the eagle then flew it away.

  No one should know what the contents of that letter are.

  My child's life is in danger and I need to give birth right away.

  Impossible, when else is he back ?!

  Tsk, when he finds out about my son he will be even more excited to get me. I can't agree. I have to make way, before everyone gets caught ...

  I went down to go to Zhang's father, he was my only ace and I had to push him.

  "Come in ..." he said when I knocked on his door.

  I entered and politely greeted, "Good morning, Chief Zilver."

  "How many times should I tell you, Nithialyne? That when no one and only the three of us Zhang are together, you can call me Father. Why did you come? What do you need?"

  This is the only way I know so I took a deep breath and then said, "I just want to ask your permission, I want to take a mission to the organization."

  "Are you going to work in that situation? Does your husband already know this?" he obviously did not expect what I said and studied me carefully.

  There is no time, when my life are now financially okay then he will come back ...

  "I don't want Zhang to know until you agree and yes, I want to be able to work right away. So please ... give me your blessing, Father."

  He was stunned because he knew that my pride was high and I would never be able to lower it but in a situation like this, I had to eat my pride.

  "I wouldn't want to allow you, Nithialyne. First of all you're pregnant and it's dangerous for you to handle a mission. Second, my son and I will definitely fight when I give you what you want. And lastly, I won't let you put on my grandchild's life is in danger but because of your pleading and humility I know there is a big problem. Can you tell me?" he remarked.

  "I'm sorry. If all you care about is your grandchild's safety you can hope I won't let him get hurt. I'll risk my life just for my child's safety," I changed the subject.

  It thought first before responding,

  "In that case, I'll allow you, but it's up to you to explain to my son ..."

  Now I already feel like he is now behind me.

  "What does that mean, Father?" Zhang asked.

  "I just asked permission to get a mission," I replied.

  It turned to me with a streak of frustration, "And you didn't even ask my opinion about it?" "I'll leave you two first ..." Chief Zilver said goodbye

  But before it left, Zhang said again, "We're not done yet, Father. I'll just talk to my wife and I'll follow you right away," he said seriously.

  "I will wait ..." replied his Father and finally left.

  The two of us are now left in his father's room and he is still quiet.

  "Zhang ..." I broke the silence.

  He confronted me with a tinge of annoyance, "C-Can't you really wait? You're going to take a mission while you're in our womb with our child?" he asked tremblingly.

  "Zhang ... I will not abandon our child and then I will soon give birth," I replied.

  "I'm not just worried about our child! I'm also worried about you too, Nithialyne ..." I couldn't keep quiet about what he said.

  "Tsk, yeah we are married but it seems like you just don't have it, you didn't even let me know your plan. You left me earlier while eating and then this is what I'll know ?!"

  No words came out of my mouth, I couldn't even imagine how he would feel ... Tch! I'm worthless wife. Zhang, I'm hurting him again. Shit!