CHAPTER 73

  Zenith's Point Of View

  I don't want to hurt him anymore so it's better to be like this. I can’t tell him why, I just need trust.

  I mustered up the courage and looked at him, "Zhang, let's split up."

  I saw how deaf he was to what he heard, he looked at me shocked and confused. "W-What did you say?" he asked like was going to be crazy.

  Don't bother me anymore, Zhang. I just want you to be safe from me and the family I left long ago.

  "I know you heard what I said, I don't want to repeat what I already said," I replied to him. He couldn't believe it.

  "B-But why? Nithialyne? You're just kidding, aren't you?" he asked.

  I nodded, "You won't like my answer, Zhang."

  "Fuck that shit, Nithialyne?! What's your problem?!" in this way, I know I have said and done too much.

  I can't take back what I said.

  "I don't have a problem, let's end this, Zhang. Let's separate ..." I held my breath.

  "Then why ?! You're going to break up for no reason? Motherfucker. Nithialyne, we have a child!"

  I couldn't take it anymore, he was already crying in front of me. My Zhang ... "That's enough, Zhang. We'll just split up but you're still my child's father ..."

  "Let's go! That's our child, Nithialyne! What's the problem? I know there is ..." he sobbed.

  "Tell me, I'll listen." his voice was soft

  "No problem, Zhang. I don't want to ..." I lied.

  "Nithialyne! I feel sorry for you, don't be like this ... let's fix it. I won't let you do what you want," he knelt down in front of me then sank into my thighs.

  I don’t want to get to this point, I had no plans before but it’s what’s good for everyone. No one will perish and no life will be affected.

  Zhang, I know that when I'm gone he will be sad and then hurt. I don't want that to happen, I want him to be happy but this is the only way than to last and it will be even harder when they are touched.

  "There's nothing else you can do, when I take the mission. You can still see your child but I'm finishing what we two have ..."

  Then I left him there alone, I could never forgive myself.

  I went to our room and then there came out all the tears I had been holding back. Sorry, Zhang.

  I love you...

  By watching that scene, Zenith almost fled up in tears. She was clinching her fist and tried to stop herself to go near them. That is her family and she can't do nothing about it. It's their destiny, a broken family.

  In the memories of Silver Aspen,

  I was sitting with a member of congress when the door slammed shut and my son was spit out in a rage. It went where I was sitting then gave me a strong blow.

  What's the heck is his problem?!

  Everyone was shocked when Zhang pulled my collar so I was lifted.

  What happened to their couple?

  Zhang's eyes blazed and then he pushed me hard.

  The congressmen stood up to help me and planned to attack Zhang.

  "Don't move. Go away, it looks like we need to talk alone in private," I ordered them and they immediately obeyed.

  When the door closed, Zhang immediately shouted.

  "What did you do to my wife?! Why did she just say that to me? Do you think I'll let it go because you're my father ?!"

  I wondered, "Wait, what are you talking about? What happened between you two?"

  "You're still asking, you're the one who wants her to break up with me!" I was surprised by his answer.

  Did Nithialyne want to get divorced?

  "Huh? I don't understand what you're saying, w-what do I like? Zhang, son ... I have nothing to do with your marriage's problem," I explained but his ear was closed and he punched me again.

  Damn fuck!

  "When my wife and I finally separate, I will never forgive you!" he scolded then sped away. I organized myself first and then went out next. Everyone was stunned and looking at me ... "Do you want to die early?! Find Nithialyne and bring her to me!" my angry command. They moved quickly and disappeared from my sight.

  "Tsk! What is that woman thinking? Does she want my grandchild to have no family?!" I waited a while longer before Nithialyne arrived at my office.

  "If it's about your son Zhang, I'm the one asking for forgiveness, Chief Zilver," he opened.

  "Is the problem really so big that my son and you will get divorced? Nithialyne, get organized. You are not the only one who will be affected by your decision ..." I resigned.

  It headed out as an apology, very different from the Nithialyne I know.

  "I'm sorry, Chief Zilver. But my decision is complete," she said.

  "Why? Why does it have to go this far? My son loves you so much ..." I couldn't help to raise my voice because she was pregnant.

  "I know that but I don't want to. I love your son but that's enough ..." I knew she was also hurt based on the sadness in her voice.

  I took a deep breath, "Nithialyne, how is your child going to be? If you don't fix what's going on between you two, my grandchild will be affected and I don't want him to recognize no family when it comes to thinking about it."

  "I'm sorry again, Chief Zilver. I got a mission and after I give birth I give you the authority to kill me. I only deserve that because when I finish my mission I will leave the organization," I was shocked by what was she said. Are she really serious?!

  "I can't do what you want, Nithialyne. What about my grandchild? It was destined to inherit all of this so I won't let you take her away from me."