Chapter 10

Lisa's POV

The morning Ryder left

I woke up alone on the bed and stretched myself then noticed the breakfast and note he left for me.Aww that's so sweet of him.

I took the note to read what was written on it

Good morning babe

When you read this I would have already left.Just wanted to say goodbye for now cause I couldn't bring myself to wake you up when you looked so peaceful.

I miss you already,wait for me ey babe.And you can stay here for as long as you need and wear my clothes when you miss me :)

I will try to come back to you as early as I possibly can.So wait for me

I love you ♡

Your Ryder

PS:I made you breakfast so you wouldn't have to cook for yourself and you should finish it.

Aww that was so sweet of him.And he has a perfect handwriting.I eat the food he made for me and finished it just like he told me to and that's only because his food was so delicious.

I get out of bed and make the bed then go to brush my teeth and take a shower.When I finish I wrap myself up with a towel and go to Ryder's walk in closet and take one of his hoodies and wore it with my tight leggings.

I brushed my hair then put it in a pony tail and took my plate to the kitchen.After washing my plate,I went to the library to read some books cause I'm addicted to books and get lost in them easily.    

I chose some book about supernaturals.I wonder how it would be like if we actually lived with supernatural beings without us knowing,it would be so cool.

I wish I was one of the species mate,the thought of having someone who is yours till the end of time sounds so great.Having a soulmate,someone who love you regardless of how you look or how your body is,someone who will be there for you without question,someone who understands you,who will not rush you into anything you don't want,who won't cheat on you,who will make you feel a zoo in your belly,who will send sparks to your body with just a mere touch,who will send shivers to your spine with just a mere glance.

I want someone like that,where can I get someone like that?No one wants a person with too many problems,who is very suicidal,who is depressed and has many scares all over her body.

No one wants a person who is broken and traumatized,no one wants a weak soulmate whose parents didn't want her and is being abused by her adoptive parents.

No one wants a burden for a soulmate so who would love me.I don't a beautiful body like all those models,I am not as beautiful as them.I am just me,plain,dull and lifeless.

I am snapped out of my thoughts by the ringtone of my phone and realize that Ryder is face timing me so I answer and we talked for an hour or two.

After my call with Ryder my stomach growls and I realize that it is already 5 in the evening and I am dying of hunger so I put a bookmark in the book that I was reading to remind me the chapter that I was reading so I can continue later.

I went to the kitchen to look for something to eat but couldn't find what I was looking for so I decided to just order take out tonight and everything will be good for the night.

Later that night,I went to sleep after choosing an outfit for school.I wonder how it will be at school since I'm now used to spending my time with Ryder.

In the morning.

I woke up early and did my morning routine then went to make some breakfast to eat before going to school.

When I arrived at school Belle was waiting for me at the entrance."LISA!!!!"she yelled making students look at us,"why did you yell?Was that even necessary?"I ask her.

"Yes,it was.Anyway did Ryder also tell you that he had to leave?because Luca left yesterday and I miss him already."she says looking sad.

"I also miss Ryder,he left yesterday to his father and he won't be coming back till my birthday."I say as we go to class.

The teacher came in class right after we did so we couldn't continue with what we were discussing and listened to the boring lesson trying not to think about Ryder much.

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The bell rings as it indicates that it is time for lunch so I pack my stuff so that I can be able to meet with Belle so that we can go to the cafeteria to get some lunch.

As I walk to the cafeteria I can't help but think of how much I miss Ryder already and it hasn't even been 3 days.I miss his random kisses,his arms wrapped around me providing me warmth,I just miss the small things he would do for me.I miss hearing his voice,I miss his presence,I just miss everything about him,especially his long and passionate kisses.

I wonder what he is doing right now.Did he get enough sleep,did he eat his breakfast,does he miss me like I miss him at the moment,does he feel what I feel right now.

Every time I'm far away from I feel like something inside me is missing.I don't feel complete,I feel like I can't breath properly,like he is the air I breath,and I would die if he continues to be so far away from me.

I was snapped out of my train of thoughts when I heard loud voices,then I realized that i was already in the cafeteria so I decided to look for Belle and I saw her at the table we eat at.

When I got there I saw that she had already gotten me food to eat."I know that you miss Ryder but you have to stop thinking so much about him and try to eat Lisa.I also miss Luca but I try to not think about him so much."

I thought about what she said and nodded knowing that she is right."So I was thinkinh that we should go shopping after school to get our minds of things."She tells me.

"Okay,I don't mind,but we shouldn't take too long."She just squealed and hugged me ignoring what I just said.

"You won't regret it I promise."I hope I won't.