CHAPTER 2

You are not what they say you are, you are not a slut neither a whore, you don't deserve this, you don't deserve the pain,I tried convincing myself so as not to believe their words as I walked into the kitchen with their voices fading away.It was empty and I let out a huge sigh of relief.I walked to the fridge and took out some fruits with meat.Amara loved meat a lot, would have said it was because she was a werewolf but she had a very large appetite for meat which was strange for her age.I finished from the kitchen and walked away quickly before someone would find me out. I followed the stairs leading downwards towards the basement of the pack house which was where I stayed. I got to it hastily and closed the door behind me as I entered before dropping Amara and the food I had in my hand. It was dark down here, really dark. This place also served as a temporary store room where things that weren't needed were kept. In the corner of the basement was where I called home. A thin mattress was near the wall with a light blanket thrown over it. I had a worn out sack next to the bed which carried most of Amara and I's clothes and other petty belongings. I took my child's hand and led her to the bed, She immediately reached for the meat on the plate and I giggled as she lifted it to her mout hand began gobbling it down. I sat joining her on the bed, picked up some grapes to eat and leaned against the wall, I hissed in pain as my back came in contact with the wall cause my wounds were still raw and fresh. Let me heal you ! Hera my wolf growled, stop being fucking stubborn. Please enough with attitude, I can't take that anymore. No ! I said to her, if you heal me now, he will find out and get really angry, Please I don't want it like that, you know how he forbade us from healing, besides, you aren't even strong enough due to the wolfs bane and silver. Just relax your power, mind especially your health. We need to get out of here Nyx! She said, we need to get out of here before he kills us or hurts our pup. I looked at Amara at her statement and felt anger surge within me at the thought of him harming her, You know we can't run. He will find us and hurt dad, you know it. Besides are going to be rogues alt our lives if we run, what will happen? We are omegas, we can't survive Nyx ! Hera growled, I could tell she was really angry, this man put us in this situation in the first place, gambling us off to the Alpha and not even caring till now, he's cruel to us and yet you bother what's happening with him. She was right, my dad hadn't been an angel but even though he always saw me as a curse and an abomination because I was a silver wolf and never cared what happened to me, I still cared for him despite his cruelty. We can't run away Hera, I said to her, what if worse happens to us out there? And what if good happens to us? She countered me, we can never know if we don't try. You have to rest Hera, we got a long day tomorrow; I said and cut off the connection. I looked at Amara to see that she had fallen asleep with fluffy tightly clutched to one hand and a half eaten grape fruit held in the other. I smiled at her and laid next to her with the hope that sleep will embrace me soon. I jolted up from sleep as the pain pierced my heart. I could feel Hera howling in pain too. I knew exactly what was happening as I felt the anguish again but I couldn't scream out, I had to muffle my screams so as not to wake my little girl. He was with someone again and I couldn't do anything about it but feel pain. That was why he had forbidden me from accepting his rejections. I could feel the pain anytime he had sex with another woman. Why is he doing this to us? Hera cried as I stood up to my feet and made way for the door, are we cursed? Why does our own mate hate us this much? I don't know Hera, I whined as I opened the door and got out of the basement.I struggled to keep myself on my feet as I walked up the stairs. What are you doing? She asked me. I don't know, I actually didn't know, I walked up the stairs and navigated my way through the pack house. It was silent as everyone was asleep. I walked through the hallways and ascended more steps making my way to where my heart led me, where the source of my pain was. I walked till I reached the door, another pain shot through my entire being this time and I felt my knees buckle. Nyx, no! What the hell are you doing? Hera asked as I reached out and knocked on the door. I could literally hear their grunts and screams of pleasure. I knocked harder as the pain intensified and their noises increased. I was about to knock again when the door was flung open and I immediately bowed my head in submission as the Alpha aura overcame me. He was standing there stark naked with his eyes glowering with anger as he stared at me."Why are you doing this to me Titan?" I yelled in pain addressing him by his name without his title. Before I could say Jack I was pinned against the wall, his hand with his extending claws wrapped around my neck."You mutt!" He growled, "How dare you question me and address me with disrespect?"