"so what did he do?" I asked.
"he broke up with his girlfriend and decided to leave things be"
" that's all?"
" yh. what did you expect?''
"tell her and listen to her opinion"
"you think so?"
"yh"
"ok"
"now about your girlfriend, you said you didn't give your all, what did you mean?"
"are you naive or you just don't want to see the picture?"
"what do you mean?"
"forget about it. tell me, apart from you thinking you will not being able to give your all in a relationship what else scares you about relationship?"
"you think me not giving my all is not a good reason enough?"
" for that, the other person can accept if he loves you unconditionally because his love will be enough for the two of you"
" ok. but I also don't think am cut out for it yet, I mean I have to talk, create conversation and a lot with that person and that ist not for me"
"only that bothers you? you know when you accept a person who loves you and will be able to make you feel the same these things will happen naturally. so don't worry and try to find someone ok"
" ok. hey! I thought you sometime ago told me to be careful and to not engage in it till am ready so what changed?"
" maybe it's because we will be completing school and these things can't be avoided for long unless you decide you will not marry. anyways, you have done well, from your childhood till now that you're in college and you still don't have a boyfriend. hey! I mean get one to take home''
" so it's me leaving college without a boyfriend that bothers you"
" not really, it's just If I let you leave without one you might never call me after school and I might never meet you again but I will miss you so much. so you have to get yourself one"
" ok I have heard you, now, from today to the time that we will graduate if anyone comes and propose I will try to see if it will work. are you satisfy now?"
"yes. hey remember that on the day of our final exams I will tell you something and don't forget your promise to accept someone, remember not just anyone but someone you see a future with from now to graduation"
" I won't forget"
" ok. now let's go back to the party, they might have started by now"
and with that we went back to the party till we closed and we all went our separate ways.
upon reaching home I looked at my phone and there was so many missed phone calls and it was Manuel.