warning signs

was this something to argue about or get angry at. indeed I was glad to see that side of him, this was a reminder that there's no perfect person anywhere and surely there was no perfect relationship. sincerely speaking I didn't think we would end it with something like that, I mean this is not something to end a relationship but I know how he feels. I haven't given him an assurance so his behavior is a little bit justified, I'm not saying he's right, he could have controlled his anger better.

I was glad that he showed that side of him, it made me realize he was just a man with emotions.

The next day I met my friend and we had a great time together he escorted me home and left. a few minutes after he left I heard a knock on my door and I thought it was my friend but it was Manuel. although I thought he was a little bit justified I wasn't going to ignore the things he said to me. before I could shut my door he hold it and started apologizing, he said he was sorry for everything and that he didn't mean anything he said, he also said it was his emotions speaking and that he regrets it. I asked him to come inside my house and let's have a quick chat.

" Eve I am really sorry for everything please forgive me"

"I have forgiven you but we need to talk about this, what happened with you?" I asked.

I wanted to know his reason before making a decision about this relationship.

"I know I was wrong and nothing can justify what I did but I was just jealous. Eve I don't know your feelings towards me, I don't know whether you love me yet so I was just scared because of those guys approaching you I mean what if another takes you away from me" he said

"do you trust me" I asked

"I do but I don't trust myself"

"what do you mean? I asked

"I trust you but I don't know if I can trust myself when it comes to you, I don't know if I can make you love me and I'm scared to lose you. please forgive me and give me one more chance and it will never happen again"

"surely it will never happen again because you already ended our relationship" I said