warning signs 2

"what? no! forget what I said I was just mad. please don't hold me down to it"

"so Everytime you're angry or mad you will end it?" I asked

"no! it will never happen again. end it? never, I can't end things with you so let's forget about it"

"ok but next time you behave in such ways we will really end things"

"I promise it won't. so your graduation ceremony is coming won't you invite me''

" you don't need an invite you can come"

"ok. so what have you planned for the future, i mean you are out of school now, what's your way forward?'

"find a job, make a good living and make my family proud and enjoy putting me through school"

"what do you think about starting your own business?"

"I do want to start my own business if I get the means but for now let's start small and hope for bigger things'

" if you get the means, what will you do"

"a whole lot but let me get there first" I said

"what if I give you the means?" he said

"no I won't take it"

"ok then work for me."

"I won't do that either"

"why?

" The fact that I'm in a relationship with you doesn't mean I should take advantage of you"

"if you don't then who should? he asked

"I don't know but that won't be me and besides I don't want to owe you anything"

"what do you mean by that?"

"hey let's not talk about it anymore''

"at least let me help you get a job''

"no thank you" I said.

Why didn't I accept his offers? let me tell you, I don't want to owe him anything, I don't want his favors towards me to affect decisions that will need to be done in our relationship in the near future. I don't want to be known as ungrateful person when something happens. I will make it on my own.

"hey! if I need help or when I realize I can't do it alone I will ask for your help" I said.

"thank you, I at first thought you don't need anything of mine" and he smiled

"that's not true because I already have something of yours" I said

"what?" he asked

"your love" I said and he smiled