I think The Fuck Not

Ch 4: I Think the Fuck Not

Adina's POV

FLASHBACK

I was running towards the house because I was late and forgot to see the time, as I reached the house, I saw David standing there waiting for me and Amir and Alessio unconscious behind him, my eyes widen seeing them, I was about to run towards them but David stopped me by pulling my hair. it was quite painful, so I screamed, he was pulling me towards to torture area, the basement aka our room. when he reached there, he threw me and take his belt out, then started to whip me it, he didn't stop until all my clothes were torn and my body was black and blue. I was on the edge of passing out when he stopped, I looked at my body seeing I was left in my undergarment, and I tied to hide my body by wrapping my arms around myself, just before I pass out, I heard Alessio coming to my name, but I had already given up, in the need to rest, but I had already given up for the serenity of darkness, but I had already given up the hope to be awake, so I let myself be unconscious.

FLASHBACK ENDED

I woke up gasping heavily and not able to breathe properly, I concluded that I was having a panic attack, I tried to do my regular method of counting to 10 but it wasn't working, then I tried the method of naming three things I can feel, see etc but it only made my panic attack increase, when nothing worked, I felt Alessio coming towards me and putting my face near his chest so I could hear his heartbeat, as I heard that, I was slowly and gradually was starting to able to breathe. as I calm down, I looked at Alessio and said " Thank you and sorry I woke you up"

Al just shakes his head and said "hey it's ok I was awake you-know-why so don't worry ok " I just nodded at him and looked at the time seeing its 4:30 AM and I went to sleep at 1:30 AM after finishing some work so I only got 3 hours sleep, I'm glad I at least got that, sometimes I don't even get that and think that I don't deserve it but my triplets help me through my doubts. Insomnia is a difficult thing for most people, for some it's pleasure, not going to sleep able to enjoy more and even though it's not healthy. I came to the pleasure category. I am glad I am not able to sleep a lot because I get to do more work towards the company in the calmness of the night than in the chaos of the day, but my brother, Alessio and Amir are in the middle of that thing, they enjoy it too but want it to end to so I try my best so they get at least 5-6 hours of sleep because it's a lot for an insomniac person.

I was looking for Amir because if I woke up Alessio, he must be here too. After all, we three are light sleepers if one is awake around and made some noise, another woke up too but I couldn't see him so I asked Alessio "where is he", replied "you didn't wake him up because he you didn't wake me up, I was already up and was going towards kitchen then I saw you thrashing around so I came towards you, I let you calm yourself first but when I saw nothing working, then I stepped in", I let his words soak in, then I looked at him, "why were you awake", he looked at me and shrugged saying "couldn't sleep". I shook my head at him, made him lay his head on my lap, and sang to him while caressing my fingers in his hair. after half an hour of doing it, he finally slept, I knew he was trying to stay awake, but he couldn't resist the song and hair caressing. After I heard his snores, I left him in bed and went towards Amir's room to check on him, after seeing he is ok, I left and got changed into workout clothes and went towards the gym.

When saw I was in the gym for two hours as it was 7 AM, right now I left the gym and went towards my room to get changed for school, as we didn't get the chance to go to a physical school, we decided to try it out and it was a perfect escape from David too, after going our way, we decided to still do it because we lived for the Drama that was in physical school and we could leave any time so that was a plus.

I went towards the bathroom to take a refreshing shower after my workout, as I came outside, I went towards my walk-in closet and started searching for an outfit for myself, a few minutes of searching, I choose a black high-neck zip top with sleeves, tucked in olive coloured pants and black heeled boots. I finished the outfit with some rings and a necklace.

after getting changed I went to check on Alessio, I saw him sleeping peacefully and smiled seeing it, I went towards him and pecked his forehead then went towards Amir's room, to see him also sleeping, I was shocked because he usually woke up earlier than us but I was happy that he was getting some sleep. school starts at 9:30 AM so there was at least an hour for them to sleep, so I let them sleep.

I had a lot of time so I decided to choose their clothes, I first chose Alessio's clothes, I picked a black hoodie which will be tucked in his Khaki-coloured pants with a black belt. I choose Black Air force 1 to go with it, for Amir I choose a white collared shirt tucked in his skin-coloured pants and over the shirt, there was a navy-blue hoodie with Winnie the poor on it. I finished the outfit with black and white vans.

after choosing their clothes, I went towards the kitchen to make some breakfast, both Alessio and Amir love chocolate pancakes and waffles made by me but due to our tight schedule I don't make them regularly I was in the mood, so I decided to make them today.

after choosing their clothes, I went towards the kitchen to make some breakfast, both Alessio and Amir love chocolate pancakes and waffles made by me but due to our tight schedule I don't make them regularly I was in the mood, so I decided to m...

AT 8:30 AM

Amir's POV

I was sleeping peacefully for a long time, but the alarm clock has to disturb that. After I woke up, it took me a moment to realize where I was but when I realized I was in my room, I looked around and I saw some clothes on my dressing table knew it was Adina who choose our clothes for school but my luck wasn't on my side as when it went to see the clothes, my feet were trapped on the blanket and I fell from the bed to the ground, hitting my head. I stand up rubbed my head went to see the clothes and examined them and said to myself " she always knows my style" then went to get ready and while I was exiting the room, I saw Al sleeping on Ad's bed and knew that she made him sleep last. between our three sleeping schedules, Adina is the worst and Alessio is in second place, and I still get some sleep more than them.

I went to Alessio and woke him up saying " Alessio wake up and get ready see Adina picked our clothes " you see we both love it when she chooses our clothes because she has a great fashion sense. as I said that Al instantly woke up and sees around the room looking for his clothes when he sees them, he nods at me with messages he is awake and is going to get ready.

So, I exit the room instantly smelling chocolate pancakes and waffles and ran downstairs seeing Adina making us breakfast. I ran up to her and hugged her and said, " thank you thank you " and started eating it. she just chuckled and started setting up her and Alessio's plates and started eating our food. After a few minutes, Al came downstairs and saw waffles his face lit up like a bulb and hug Adina and started eating with her.

Adina has a habit of never putting herself first, we have tried to change that, but she still puts us before herself, if there is only 1 piece of food, she would divide it into 2 pieces and give it to us rather than making it into three pieces or eating it herself, she would drink only water herself to survive, and trust me that has happened more than 3-4 times. this is one of the reasons i and Alessio try my best to check on her from time to time on her diet and other things. I can already tell by looking at her that she has only slept for a few hours but as always, she would make sure that we get 5-6 hours of sleep.

"Dina," I said gaining her attention, she looks at me and "hmm" saying to continue to which I say " I love you " which made a full-blown smile on her face which is a very rear sight, to see her dimples. As I was seeing her dimples she says " I love you too and you too Alessio " to which he replied " I love you both too" with a smile.

Adina's POV

After eating dinner, we went to the garage to pick up our vehicles, we decided to go in one car today, so we picked up my matte black Aventador and went to the school.

Reaching the school, I park the car as my triplet and I looked at each nod and said "Always and Forever" then opened the gate and walked towards the campus with constant whispering, girls glaring at me and seeing my brothers lustfully and vice...

Reaching the school, I park the car as me and my triplet looked at each nod and said "Always and Forever" then opened the gate and walked towards the campus that had constant whispering, girls glaring at me and seeing my brothers lustfully and vice versa with the other gender, to which I and my brother didn't care. well, I didn't, my triplets glared at every boy who saw me lustfully.

we directly went to our class which was unfortunately Mrs Ample's class. Right in front of door I and Amir looked at Alessio as it was his turn, so he nods at kicked the door open. Mrs Ample turn to glare at us but when she sees it was us, her face turned white and says " go to your seat " we just went to our seats I pulled out my headphones, the same with my triplet and started listening to music while closing our eyes.

Some minutes later Mrs Ample taps on my desk making me look at her with a blank face and remove my headphones and said " what " which get the attention of my triplet and she said, " you three have been called to the principal's office", we just nod at her then looked at each other and exit the class.

Halfway through Alessio asks " did we do something" to which Amir replies " not that I know of Adina did you do something " I just shake my head at them, so we continue our way to Ricci's office.

Right outside the office, they both looked at me, so I just nodded at them we all straighten our postures, put a blank faces and I kick the door open. We saw the people which we didn't want to see in a lifetime and then turn our faces to Ricci as I sit in the middle while Alessio was at my right and Amir at my left as always.

we saw Ricci giving us pity, so I turn to Alessio and nodded at him then he said " spit it out we didn't do anything according to us and you are giving us the face we hate so spit the fucking out " with a cold and angry voice, I knew anger wasn't directed to Ricci, it came after seeing these people on our right side

Ricci just turn his blank, but you could see in his eyes that he was scared of us to which I just smirked. He then said, " I am sorry Adina, Alessio and Amir, your father-" Amir cut him off saying " foster father" to which Ricci just nodded and the men on our right smirked.

then says " your foster father was involved in a car accident and died on the spot" he waited for a few minutes for our reaction, but we didn't give him anything. Just my fist turning white in anger from holding it so tight which Amir saw, so hold my hand, after seeing we didn't give any reaction, he was shocked alongside the other men then he says " as you guys are still minors you guys are going to live with your biological father and brothers"

when he says that he again saw we were not shocked which again made them surprised. I then turn to Amir seeing his all fun and playfulness change to anger. I and my triplets loathe our family very much, so the expression was valid. I was the only one calm right now because it's in my nature and my training to always stay calm in these situations but when I am not calm, the other person should run for the hills because you're going to get the worst tortured your life by me.

I guess they thought it was their turn to speak so they introduced themselves " Hi Piccola (baby), I'm your father Alexander Romano and this is your eldest brother Antonio Romano, and we are going back to Italy together"

At this point I couldn't control it anymore I darkly chuckled which made my triplets smirk at me because they know what I was going to say, and others were confused. After then I turned my chair toward our so-called father and said, " I guess we have to say the line again we said 14 years ago rights brothers" in a very cold and emotionless tone to which they just nod and our so-called family were confused, I then continued " our family died 14 years ago so whoever you get the hell lost" and turn to leave with my triplets right behind me.

They dare to come back and think that we would allow them happily,

I think the fuck not.

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