chapter twenty three

LILY

Here's a little messed up fun fact about me: I don't know how to react to people crying. It scares me and I feel like I'm making it worse in stead of making it better.

I barely cry myself and when I do I like to be alone with my misery.

My mom says I'm an empath but what good does empathy do when it's felt from afar?

Seeing River cry in the bathroom was the last thing I expected when I woke up especially after everything that happened after I told him about me leaving.

Did something happen to someone close to him? Maybe a friend or relative?

This is the very first time to ever see him cry and look torn, but I still sit on the spot beside him, deciding being there for him is better than freaking out and leaving.

"It's going to be fine." I rub my palm on his back and I feel him tense before sighing and lifting his eyes to look at me.