Me: hey are you okay? I was held up so we couldn't talk last night
Me: missed call at 6:13 am
Me: didn't mean to wake you. Call me when you are free
Me: is this some sort of revenge for not sending you a picture of my boob?🤨 maybe if you replied to me I could send you something better😏
Me: I'm beginning to worry about you. It's been a week with no communication. Is everything alright?
Me: Hi? I just wanted to check in on you. You good?
Me: missed call at 9:08 pm
Me: missed call at 4:33 am
Me: missed called at 11:57 pm
Me: sorry if I'm coming off pushy. Is everything all right?
Me: Are we good?
The last text that I had sent three days ago stares at me as if taunting me for my desperation.
My eyes sting from the pain and hurt bubbling beneath the surface but I hold on to the leash on my emotions, too scared that if I let it out, I will have to let it all out.
And I can't afford that.