chapter thirty six

Me: hey are you okay? I was held up so we couldn't talk last night

Me: missed call at 6:13 am

Me: didn't mean to wake you. Call me when you are free

Me: is this some sort of revenge for not sending you a picture of my boob?🤨 maybe if you replied to me I could send you something better😏

Me: I'm beginning to worry about you. It's been a week with no communication. Is everything alright?

Me: Hi? I just wanted to check in on you. You good?

Me: missed call at 9:08 pm

Me: missed call at 4:33 am

Me: missed called at 11:57 pm

Me: sorry if I'm coming off pushy. Is everything all right?

Me: Are we good?

The last text that I had sent three days ago stares at me as if taunting me for my desperation.

My eyes sting from the pain and hurt bubbling beneath the surface but I hold on to the leash on my emotions, too scared that if I let it out, I will have to let it all out.

And I can't afford that.