chapter forty three

"Yeah," I reply with what I want to assume is a subtle sniffle but I know better than to count my luck.

I slowly turn to lay on my back so that I can meet his eyes and when I do, I almost regret it. His eyes are marred with concern, his eyebrows in a tight knot of worry.

His expression alone makes my heart hurt, because he is a beautiful human to look at. The reminder that I once had him in my life and that I could have had him for longer if I forced myself to be blunt about how hurt I was causes a lump to constrict my throat.

I swallow painfully, chastening my thoughts because I know better than to settle for less. The hurt never stops.

"Pain?" His words come out soft, as if pitying the expression on my face.

If only he knew.

I shake my head and give him a small tired smile, sleep finally knocking at the edges of my vision.

Go figure! I would only get sleepy when the one person I've been waiting to visit me actually comes to visit.