chapter fifty four

River is drawing patterns on my naked back while I'm busy panicking after what we just did.

None of us has spoken since we broke apart from our third orgasm together but we both know we'll need to.

My heart is pounding anxiously, my brain looking for ways to explain myself.

Didn't I initiate this? Then why am I nervous?

This is what I wanted right?

I shiver when his finger dips down my back, dangerously grazing the skin just above my waist.

"Do you wanna talk?" He asks from behind me, pulling my body close to him so that his chin lays on my shoulder.

"Umh-" I don't know what to say.

"Do you regret it?" He asks quietly, hand caressing my stomach.

His touch makes me shiver, sending delectable after shocks down to my core.

"No," I tell him honestly, "I just don't know what to say about it."