chapter fifty eight

RIVER

Beautiful.

I ruin beautiful things.

She is beautiful.

Being a crowned prince is a beautiful title, yet somehow, I still managed to be the most broken, messed up person they found for the role.

Not that I lack anything in want or need, it might be argued that I get the very best of everything, I just maybe never was strong enough.

A familiar sensation numbs my fingertips and I immediately go still when I remember Lily is still next to me.

I slowly turn to her side to check whether she is watching the movie or fast asleep.

Her eyes are closed shut and there is a small pout on her lips that makes me wonder what she may be dreaming of. One of her hands is tightly wrapped around my arm and a slight snore escapes from her every now and then.

It is this sight that momentarily distracts me from my darkness, taking me to a blissful world that I know I can get if I have her by my side always.