Chapter sixty nine

LILY

I stare at my laptop with blurry eyes as the mess I just made mocks me from the screen.

I have been working on a design for the past twenty hours for an Italian art museum but I accidentally hit delete instead of save and now I feel like crying, screaming and then tossing the laptop out;— but I know I need to calm down and somehow try to retrieve my auto saves and maybe continue from there.

With a small woosh of air, I puff my cheeks out and scrunch my nose in a bid to stop the tears that threaten to flow any moment now.

I've always been a sort of a cry baby, if things don't go well for me the first thing that happens is being teary eyed, when upset I feel like crying, sad or happy, I tend to cry but anger and panic are the emotions that almost always send my tear ducts into a frenzy.

My phone rings before I lean over to start typing up the name of the document I just deleted and I welcome the unbidden and temporary reprieve.