fourteen

"Just this." He says yanking me onto his lap with my back against his chest and then wraps his arms and the blanket around me completely.

"Can't have you cold." He murmurs against my shoulder resting his cheek on it and I stay silent, not really knowing how to react to my crush cuddling me.

The only thing making this worse is that he smells so fucking good, it makes me dizzy.

"I'm sorry, I startled you, I'll give-" He tries to push me off his lap but I lay down on his chest comfortably making him laugh.

"Don't do anything. I'm cold." I murmer and he rests his chin on my shoulder looking at me closely. I blush looking away. Suddenly very concious of my face and his scent.

Are my eyebrows okay? Do I have facial hair? Is my nose badly shaped? Am I too chubby?

"You look prettier up close." He says softly closing his eyes. I feel my stomach do a flip at that and I turn my head to look at him. This is really comfortable.