Push vs Pull Part 1

Where are you??? Fuse texted me two minutes ago.

M: Just walking around the city, finding new places.

F: Alright just be careful. The fools roam at night LOL

M: Haha okay I'll just be out for a few hours anyway

I've been thinking about ways to take Rashaad's advice. He said I need to completely sever the ties Mechanon has to me. He said I need to find a source of faith and love that cannot be taken from me. He thinks that in this world, the least fickle is the natural. So, I figure that the best way to experience what the natural world has to offer does not involve looking it up or watching videos. I have to venture through it and through the different people and aspects that it has. Who knows, as I delve into the nature of this world, it might bring me more experiences with all this invisible stuff, like comfort and love. You know, the things I have felt again since coming back. This time, it just can't be exclusive to Aroha.