Ethan consoled me. And to my dismay, he was making sense. He was right, holding on to the past isn't gonna earn me anything but sadness. And I sure as hell don't want to be sad for lifetime.
He is such a sweetheart. I don't feel uncomfortable around him. And did he just said, he is 3 thousand years old ? What the hell ? Is it even possible ? And...
Something just broke loudly. My heat skipped a beat. Is it Travis ? Did he came to kill me, as he failed to kill me with along with my home ?
I didn't let Ethan to leave me alone as I was scared to death. So, he took me along. We found furious Kevin breaking stuff in the living room. To be honest, I am even more scared to see him like this !
His expressions are so cold. His eyes...
I thought they were Honey colored when I first saw them. But they are looking deadly mixture of yellow and green now ! His pupils turned yellow and the white part turned green ! I have never seen such eyes they are out of the world; very unique.
He is hissing in fury and his fangs are bare. I gulped in horror. Ethan grasped him tight and stopped him from breaking anything else. Ethan was very fast to catch him mid-action.
" Kevin ! What's wrong ? Why are you doing this ? What happened ? "
Ethan asked.
" That bastard escaped ! "
Kevin spat in fury.
" Who ? "
I dared asking confused.
" Travis ! "
Kevin said clenching his teeth.
" Travis ? "
I asked confused.
What ? What did he had to do with him ? And he escaped ? Was he gonna kill him ? The mare thought raised goosebumps all over my body.
" Yes ! I tried hard to get him but... "
Kevin was shaking with rage.
Ethan signed me to calm Kevin down. I was scared to death myself to see him like this and Ethan wants me to calm him down ?
I calmed myself down first and went close to him and put my hand on his,
" Calm down, Kevin. "
I wispered softly.
" I can't, love ! He hurted you and got away with it. He deserves to be punished ! I promise you, I'll find him and... "
Kevin wasn't ready to listen to me.
" Calm down. You don't have to do anything, Kevin. See, I am not crying anymore. I don't want revenge ! I don't want you to hurt him. He is a bastard and he did what he wanted. I don't want you to be like him. "
I said trying to calm him down.
He was not ready to listen to me. He was glaring at the wall behind me and not looking at me. I cupped his face and made him look at me.
God, he is looking very scary; yet I am not scared of him. I want to look into his eyes forever.
" Hey ! Look at me. Look at me ! It's ok. He did what he wanted to. You saved me and brought me here. I am not crying anymore. Let him go. "
I said softly caressing his cheeks.
" No, I can't... "
Kevin was still not in the mood of listening.
" Yes, you can ! It doesn't matter what he did. What matters is, I have you. I have Ethan. I have found new friends ! I am happy. I don't want anything else. Just... calm down. "
I said trying hard to make him look me in the eye.
He gazed in my eyes and his cold expressions were gone. His eyes... turned honey again ! His fangs disappeared.
He hesitatingly reached his hand and cupped my face and ran his thumb on my cheek, lovingly.
" How are you feeling, love ? "
Kevin asked me affectionately.
" I am feeling good. You just calm down, please. "
I said softly.
" You don't want him to be punished ? "
Kevin asked genuinely.
" No. I am happy where I am and with whom I am. I want nothing else. "
I said grabbing his hand on cheeks.
" Are you alright ? "
Kevin asked concerned.
" Are YOU alright ? "
I asked him.
" If you are then, I am as well ! "
Kevin said gazing at me with love.
" Great then ! We are alright. Please, calm down. I am... scared. "
I wispered.
" Of me ? Don't be scared of me, love. You are the last person I want to be scared of me ! "
Kevin said panicked.
" I am sorry but... "
I WAS scared of him. Not actually sacred of him but the way he was reacting got me scared.
" Don't be sorry. I am sorry. I scared you. I didn't intended to ! But I was so mad... I lost my control. I am so sorry. "
Kevin said embarrassed for his behavior.
I caressed his face and he leaned into my palm,
" Let him go. I don't want you to waste your time for him. He isn't just worth it ! "
I said calming him down.
" You are right.
Forget it. Tell me, have you had your lunch yet ? "
Kevin asked.
" What ? "
His sudden change of topic caught me off guard.
" Your lunch ! "
Kevin repeated.
" Oh... no I was busy... "
I tried to make some excuse but I couldn't find one and Ethan was faster than me.
" Crying all day ! "
Ethan said smiling.
" Shut up ! "
I said with fake anger and we laughed.
I am so relieved to see Kevin's dimpled smile after so long. It made me smile as well.
" Wait. I'll prepare you something to eat. "
Kevin said and went to prepare something for me to eat.
I wonder why are these two so concerned about me ? I have done nothing to gain this much of their affection and care. Why would they do this for me ?
Surprisingly, I have forgotten to concern about they being stranger originals/hybrid ! What if, I trust them and they break it ? Where would I go ? I have already lost my parents and now, thanks to Travis I lost their home as well !
If something went wrong, where the hell would I go ? Well, I don't think he'd let me go anywhere else.
It's been a few weeks here. He is taking so good care of me. He cooks food for me everyday. He spends his time with me. He even does my hair; without hurting my scalp !
He helps me go to sleep. He caresses me till I fall asleep. He never leaves me alone. He comes to my bedroom with me every night and leaves after I fall asleep.
It does sounds taboo and scandalous; but it's pure. He never touches me with wrong intentions or lust or anything. He massages my head and feet after a long day. Wherever he is, he thinks about me only. That makes me feel happy.
I guess I am falling for him ! The person who is a heartless monster who kills others mercilessly and a terribly awful cold death, without flinching or feeling bad for them !
I know I have lost my mind for feeling this way but; I am falling for the devil himself !