Falling for the angel

After Ethan told me Kevin had switched his emotions off; firstly, I didn't even imagined anything like that exists ! And secondly, I didn't wanted to be the reason him becoming the villain and the monster he isn't; for his entire existence !

Even though, Ethan told me it was useless, I wanted to try getting him back.

After searching for him for like hours, we finally found him in some expensive strip club. We looked for him and when we spotted him; he was surrounded with numerous girls !

They all were kissing him and he was enjoying it ! How could he ? Ethan asked me if, I wanted to leave after watching it; but I didn't wanted to leave without even trying for once !

He was enjoying the girls touching him intimately. I was hoping he'd stop them and push them away. But to my dismay, he grabbed one of the girl's hair and pulled her to kiss hard !

How could he do the same thing to any other girl, he did to me ? Or it's ME just like any other girl he used to do the same thing to me and I thought, I was special ?

I couldn't take it and screamed his name and instead of being shocked or feeling guilty, he was surprised to see me still here and not in plane to return home !

I still tried to convince him to come with me but he not only refused, he insulted me by indirectly calling me a whore !

Ethan punched him in the face and all the wolves attacked him. But he killed all of them and one of them bit him before he killed him !

Ethan drank Kevin's blood and he was alright. After being this humiliated, I left with Ethan and my hope of bringing him back was brutally crushed by Kevin himself !

After returning home, I wasn't myself. I didn't felt like talking to anyone or eating or even drinking water. I reduced the food but the itchy throat didn't allow me to be comfortable so, I drank plenty of water.

I didn't even felt like coming out of my room. I couldn't even sleep peacefully at night !

Ethan was trying hard to make me eat and get me out of my room and not being alone. I didn't felt like doing it but I didn't wanted to insult his efforts towards me.

We have nothing but friendship between us and he is doing way too much for me and so, I decided to give it a shot.

Without Kevin, I was feeling alone but if, he never returned to me, I can't be like this forever ! I must move on.

I started going out with Ethan. Sometimes Steve and Daniel joined us. I discovered that, they aren't that bad the way they portray themselves ! They are kind to me and help Ethan make me laugh.

I do miss Kevin; but Ethan tries not to mention him or anything related to him.

With Ethan being around, I was getting better at my life bit by bit. After a few months, I was feeling very tired and sick and I knew the reason; lack of sleep !

Kevin have spoiled me very much. He got me used to the caresse and pat my back to fall asleep. I wanted to sleep real bad; but without those pats, I just couldn't !

One day I decided to ask Ethan for the same. He cooked for me and when I was sleepy, I hesitatingly asked him to stay with me and pat and caress me to sleep.

When he hugged me, I couldn't control my tears. I was missing Kevin real bad and he was in the arms of those shameless girls throwing themselves at him !

I fell asleep real quick. I was sleepy, yet I couldn't sleep just because no one caressed or patted me. From then onwards, Ethan started patting and caressing me every night to sleep. I not only got a good sleep; but it made me remember Kevin even more !

It was a very weird situation.

Ethan comforted me way more than I could have ever imagined. He took my atmost care. I started falling for him !

That felt very wrong yet very nice.

I was with his brother and now I was falling for him ! What would he think of me ? A low profile girl who just wanted someone to be always with ? If, one brother left, she have a backup ?

But the way he is behaving with me, I think he is also falling for me; or may be he already had fallen for me when, I was with Kevin !

Many a times when we were talking alone and some intimate thing came up, we had almost kissed. But sometimes I backed off and sometimes he.

One day we were talking after lunch in the living room and the topic of our ex came up. I only had one...

Now two !

And he knew about them already, so I asked him about his.

" Honestly, there were so many. I have been existing for more than thousand years now, I couldn't have spent this long time all alone ! And I have forgot the count now.

Actually, I have never kept it ! I didn't wanted the othe person to think of me as some womanizer after listening the number of women I have been with. "

Ethan said scoffing.

" Do you at least remember when was the last time you were with someone ? "

I asked.

" May be a 5. "

Ethan said thinking.

" WHAT ? 5 years ago ? Didn't you lacked the existence of companion ? "

I asked shocked.

" I did ! "

Ethan said.

" Then, why weren't you with someone ? "

I asked.

He put his hand on mine and staring in my eyes, he wispered softly,

" Because I was waiting for you ! "

His words made me stunned.

I wasn't expecting that ! He gazed lovingly at me and I couldn't break the trance. We slowly leaned in and he pecked on my lips. I didn't opened my eyes and stayed there, ready to give in.

He ran his palm on my cheek and placed it on my neck below my ear and pulled me into a slow, long and passionate kiss.

It was feeling like heaven, from where I didn't wanted to return !

After a few moments we broke the kiss and suddenly I remembered...

What would he think of me ? I felt embarrassed and I stood up,

" I...

Um...

I should leave now. "

I said without looking into his eyes.

" Amber ? Amber ! "

Ethan called for me but I didn't listened to him and rushed, almost ran to my room.