Her Golden Brown Eyes

My life is not like this, the moment my eyes landed on you. As if you cast a spell on me.

Her long brown hair fell over her small face, covering her golden brown eyes, which shone brightly like crystal stones, while she was staring blankly at the cliff.

He never realized that his heart could beat this way so fiercely, thumping frantically as if it may shatter his ribcage as he remained there as if his feet were firmly planted in the ground admiring the beauty that had captured his attention.

For the first time, he smiled.

On the other hand, she was not aware of her surroundings all she ever wanted to happen is to end everything, to end her struggles, to end her life.

She had no more tears to cry, she was in pain, and she was contemplating a decision that may change her life forever, so she closed her eyes and held her breath, preparing to take off. She believes that saying farewell need not always be sad because it may also mean freedom.

"What are you doing?" she yelled as she tried to rise but was again pulled down by a force that suddenly brought her to reality and showed that she was on top of a man. "Let. Me. Go," she says emphatically, but the man is too strong for her, leaving her with little alternative but to comply with everything the man says for him to let her go.

"Justㅡjust promise me you won't end your life!" He shouted as his eyes were closed, "who are you to tell me what to do to my life? I'll do whatever I want!" She reverted trying to shake the man's weight on her body as she was already below the man.

She looked at him angrily. "Please, let me go!" She shouted once again undefeated. The man shakes his head. "You can't, I-I can't!"

"Okay! Okay! Fine! I will not end my life, are you satisfied now?" She looked at him with pierced eyes as if she was already planning to kill him in her head.

The guy shakes his head once again, "I don't believe you, I will not let you end your life!"

"NOSY!" she shouted angrily once again, they stayed like that for about an hour without them trying to move. "Why can't you just stay still? As if I can run when you are holding me like that." She said annoyed.

He looked at her once again. "How can you end your precious life?"

She screams fiercely, "My life is a disaster; it was a gigantic mess!" Something in her voice grieved his heart. "...I can't live any longer, I don't even know how to breathe, I forgot to breathe, why don't you understand?"

Her words were crisp yet bloody, like a knife. "I may not understand what you are going through right now, but everything has a reason, everything, and this is not the end of iㅡ"

"Oh yeah, whatever the reason is, I don't care!"

He was perplexed, this is the first time he encountered a person who is willing to die, throughout his life everyone has been begging to live forever, and everyone has been wanting to be rescued, he was a doctor, and he sees a lot of people trying to fight, there's a lot of people who want to experience to live in the world longer, there's a lot of unborn babies, infants who didn't survive, and yet why those individuals who are healthy, are the ones who are willing to end their lives?