Chapter 34 - Feels Illegal, yet Natural

“What do you mean?” I ask as I give my full attention to his back.

“Is it possible for you to be my best friend again? Even after everything that’s happened?”

Is it possible?

I don’t know if it is anymore. I didn’t know that loving him despite not seeing him for 6 years could be possible or that I could still love him this much despite him breaking my heart repeatedly with the breakup and him moving on yet here I am.

Maybe in some ways, we have been across the boundaries of the impossible.

Or maybe I’m just kidding myself.

Can I just be his best friend again even when my feelings entail something else?

Walking back to him, I plop next to him and sigh. “I can’t promise I’ll be your best friend again, but I can be your friend. What’s on your mind?”

He exhaled as he rests his arms on his legs before speaking. “Did you ever like Valerie?”

“Well, I like her less now.”

“No, I mean, for me.”