Finnja
So slowly I really can't stand it anymore with Sandy! She tells so many lies and does everything to get his attention. And the worst, are the imaginations, if all this would be really true, what she would tell there. My ego just can't get it into my head that Sandy is preferred before me, by Lukas. However, I see his looks directed to her and not to me and every time I could throw up non-stop. I try to keep as much distance as possible from Sandy, so as not to get homicidal thoughts.
This is all just way too much for me and I just told Jessica everything yesterday without hesitation and thank God she reacted like a friend. She also said that I should tell Sandy right away. However, I was strongly against that statement. I just need some more time to see if I have any feelings for him at all.
But now we come to a completely different topic. Today was one of the most nerve-wracking nights I've ever had! It was finally Halloween and our big plans took place then too. We enjoyed this day and took complete advantage of it. Jessica usually took twice as much out of the candy boxes than I did and I could have laughed my ass off every time. The atmosphere was indescribable and we joked and laughed so much. I'm really thankful that I have Jessica, because she really is everything a perfect best friend should be.
When we just made a break in front of a house, suddenly two guys, in our age came towards us. One of them drove his e-scooter right towards us and the other one watched Jessica from a distance. He greeted us and then both drove away. As I and Jessica are, we wanted to follow the two, because we were curious and the two looked honestly not bad.
Unfortunately we didn't have the chance to talk to them, but we had a lot of fun and when we arrived home we were ready to put a stop to Leandro.
But before that Jessica had convinced me to make the first move by Lukas. The plan was simple: to wish him a happy birthday. I was unsure, yet I was willing to take a risk. My hands trembled slightly as I wrote the message. I was nervous, but Jessica gave me confidence. After sending the message, I had a brief nervous breakdown. About fifteen minutes later, my screen lit up. He had seen the message and replied. My expectations were high. I got more and more excited until I saw the message. But then I saw the coldest response. Simply a "thank you". Without emojis without emotions. I was deeply disappointed. Jessica immediately saw that something was wrong. But she tried to cheer me up, even if it didn't help much at the moment. But now that it was Leandro's turn to be made fun of, I quickly forgot about it, or rather, pushed it to the back of my mind.
My stomach filled with nervousness and I became fidgety. We had after a few discussions, a strict plan and so we both started at the same time to edit a tuning distorted audio recording. We sent it to him and as expected, he fell for it. Seconds later I sent the resolution photo with the text saying he was a complete idiot. Jessi then recorded some audio for him and deeply insulted him. I really had to pull myself together not to blurt it out on the spot. She and I started shrieking like little annoying kids and we enjoyed our revenge. He tried to talk his way out to no avail and finally after many insults we blocked him. Our plan went through and we both fell asleep contentedly after 3 hours of deep talk.