14th Chapter

Ariana

Because....

Because he sees me as a friend and not more. But do I? I don't know myself, but being such a failure in feelings....

Vacation, finally! Nothing new has happened so far. I just sat in class and tried to listen to the teacher, at least as best as I could. Who could be quiet either, knowing that after a few lessons it was right after fall break and also Halloween. I mean, I'm not too old for Halloween after all and I just love going door to door collecting candy.

Finnja and Jessica also went together on Halloween, but unfortunately I wasn't allowed to go to Finnja's house. Since Jessi stayed over with her, the two of them were able to help me with my so nice evening. Because what happened afterwards, I had not expected or yet?

When it was then 20:00 clock and I had gone home, I had many sweets. Of course, I had to take a snap of it first. Also Eren had made a snap where he was outside with friends, I felt funny. Because we were texting and instead of replying back, he just left my last message on read. Then I saw that he was at a Halloween party and the thought of him just being there with girls made my heart beat faster. He had just forgotten about me.

I was mentally broken, cried a little and only after the fact did I check that the only reason I had cried was because he had left me on read!!! Not much, but a tear is a tear!!! On the side, I had been writing with Jessica and Finnja.

When I woke up the next morning, I saw that he had written and apologized. But I did not feel like reacting normally. How did I feel? Like Ludwig 16th in person.

The week passed very quickly, I slept more and met with my friends.

Long story short - I am Albanian.