CHAPTER 13

  A few months later, I ran out of cash. I kept planning to look into investment options, but I never got around to it. Living in Angel's house was a completely different experience from everything I had known. All we did was party and smoke weed. We slept all day and partied all night.

  Gradually, depression set in, and started thinking of other ways to get money. I had grown accustomed to a luxury lifestyle I could not afford. All I could think is to get the next man to fill Xander's spot, a man who can take care of me. Angel told me I was beautiful and would be easy, but 5 months later, I still had nobody to replace Xander. I was deeply hurt inside.