CHAPTER 53

　　I'm sitting here in a whole lust, should I tell Johnson that my pregnancy was the result of ripping or should I get rid of it? I don't know that a small mistake could cause a lot of damage to my marriage.

　　Just as one night stand fantasy had now landed me in misery.

　　Benjamin was a total waste of time and energy. From the beginning, it was evident the relationship, or do we say situations, was not going to work. It was built on a foundation that was not solid in any way. Mustapha might have been a manipulative liar but I was also to be blamed for that; I should have known better than to go back to him hoping he would change. It was pure lust and that was clear from the beginning.