We cannot change it now

After coming downstairs, I looked around. Seeing mom with Joanna, and Sophia sitting with food, I smiled and sat in my place.

Seeing it, I smiled, and as I looked at them, mom said, "So let's eat, Jack."

"Ok," I said shortly and put food on my plate. When I did this, dad with grandparents showed up.

Seeing them, I looked down and started eating.

Truly. I just wanted to end here and come back to my room.

Thinking about this, I did all that I put on my plate, and after ending the juice, I got up and could hear, "Jack."

"Yes, dad."

"You know," he started saying, but I said, "I heard from a mom what you are planning. Just forcing someone to do this is this medieval time."

"Jack," mom's voice comes.

"Shut up," grandma Williams said. Hearing it, I looked into her eyes and said, "So this is a way that we can talk to the family. Oh, I am so sorry for you. I am not."

Hearing me, grandma Williams looked at me, and as grandpa Williams came closer, he slapped my face. Feeling it, I looked into his eyes, and he said, "How dare you talk like that?"

"Oh, I dare. I can see you do not want me here. For me, it is like selling. I came back with the thought that I will have a family. What I see are people who turned from me. Never asked how I am feeling. Nothing. I can just feel the cold coming from all of you. I have not made myself lose. It wasn't my decision."

After ending it, I added, "pain now. This is the only feeling I have now. If you are cold to me, I will be the same to you."

After ending it, I turned and started walking back to the room. While on the stairs, I added, "Playing with heating in the room is done by children, not grown people."

After ending it, I did not care about anything. I just walked back to my room, and when I once again started watching TV.

Just being close to them makes me sick.

The cold treatment I can survive. Thinking about this, I could feel tears coming down.

I just do not want to stop them. I let them fall on their own.

Being like that can be helpful.

At one point, I opened my eyes and could see mom on my side.

Seeing her crying, she said, "Jack, I am so sorry."

"It isn't your fault. Do not worry. Maybe it would be better if I didn't have an anniversary. Our lives would be better. You wouldn't cry due to me. I would think that my family loves me."

After saying it, mom hugged me and said, "Jack. Once again, I am so sorry about this. I haven't thought about your feelings."

"Mom. Just stop this. It happened, so we cannot change it now. I just had to hope that we will be family. Not something that shows that I am an outsider? I know what they have done."

"Jack," mom said. Hearing it, I could see Grandpa Cole coming in. Seeing him, I said, "You want to kick me out or stop heating in the room?"

"Jack," he said. Hearing it, I said, "yes. This is my name. No idea which one you planned to give me. Can I be left alone? Thank you."

After saying it, I turned, and not long after, I could hear the doors close.

Being like that is truly hell.

Thinking about this, I looked at my phone.

As I do not have a charger here, I know I cannot talk a lot with Paula. When I took the phone, I texted her, 'I can't talk for some time. Look at my battery.' With a screenshot.

After sending it, she sent me a thumbs up and wrote, 'if you find any, call me or we will meet tomorrow. I will have one for you.'

'Thanks,' I answered, and after putting my phone to the side, I lay down better and started thinking about what was happening with my life. I can feel more and more that they do not want me here.

Thinking about this, I shook my head.

When I had done this, I closed my eyes. Just to let time pass.

Somehow, I fell asleep.

At one point, I could feel a kick on my back.

"What."

"Get up. We are going," grandpa Williams' voice came. Hearing it, I looked at him, and when I did this, he said, "move."

"I am going," I said, and as he nodded, he looked at me, and I followed him. When we came to the basement, he said, "be there as punishment."

"Cold," I only said, and as I looked at him, I shook my head. When I did this, I came inside. Seeing that I have only a mattress there, nothing else, I shook my head.

It is cold here. No slippers with me.

Thinking about this, I shook my head, and when I lay, I closed my eyes. Hoping that I will be alright.

As I kept thinking about this, not long after, I started shaking.

It is cold here.

I keep not thinking about anything. Just being here might be better than what if Joanna would not find me?

Thinking about this, I shook my head, and after putting the phone on my side, I took my wallet from my pocket and hid where I normally do. Have my phone.

After doing it, I closed my eyes, and while shaking, I kept trying to fall asleep.

Maybe this should help me.

As I kept being like that, I fell asleep.

No idea what is happening to me. I could hear someone open the doors. Just do not care about this.

It is so cold here.

I cannot think.

As I looked to the side, I could see food here.

Seeing it, I smiled, and while not thinking about this. I closed my eyes and knowing that I cannot fall once again asleep. I tried to do some maths examples in my mind.

Good, that I could see some, so when I thought about one, I started making it.

A few times, I stopped, but I kept going with this all.

Time passed fast or not. I do not know.

I could check on the phone, but it could blind me.

As I kept thinking about this, I checked my pocket, and while looking at my hand, I could see that it was red.

Seeing it, I hid it in my pocket, and when I could feel some warmth coming from it. I could move my fingers.

Here might be around ten or a little less.

Knowing it, I shook my head and kept doing what I started.

No idea for how long, but finally, I could feel something hot on me, and mom said, "Come here."

Hearing it, I looked at her, and she said, "I can't believe what he had done. Take Jack up. If anyone wants to come in, you can shoot. Only I can come in."

"Ok," JJ's voice comes. Hearing it, I looked at him, and as he took me, I said, "thanks."

"Jack," mom's voice comes. Hearing her, I tried to smile, but I could not. It is so cold.

Thinking about this, I keep looking around. When we came to one room, JJ let me off while passing the drink and said, "Drink."

"I will," I said while doing it.

When I had done this, he looked at me and said, "You know when you go there."

"No idea. What time is it now?" I asked.

"Almost seven," he said.

"So few hours I spend there," I said while trying to get up. Looking at JJ, he said, "don't move."

"Is there a bathroom?"

"Yes. You want something?" he asked.

"Can you fill it with water? I would like to have a hot bath. This might help me. Oh, right, something to eat."

Hearing me, JJ passed me some snacks. Seeing that they are sports ones, I nodded, and when he walked to the bathroom.

I sipped a little and started eating. While doing it, JJ came back and said, "You need my help."

"No, thanks. I managed after waking up from a coma to walk somehow. So I will do it now," I said.

When JJ nodded, I walked to the bathroom. While I was there, I looked at the bath, which kept filling with water.

After doing it, I looked at my hands.

They are red. Maybe if I spend some more time there, they will be purple.

This will be painful.

Moving them a little is painful.

I tried to not think about this. Just took my clothes and went into the water.

Feeling it, I smiled, and while I took the next snack, I started eating while enjoying a bath.

Slowly, all started coming to be better.

While thinking about this, I smiled, and when I spent time here, I shook my head and finally came out. After doing all that. I could, I came out, and while seeing mom, she came closer and hugged me.

Feeling it, she said, "I am so sorry, son. I did not know what had happened to you."

"Do not worry," I said.

"We will go soon. I asked aunt, to make you something for breakfast. It should be here soon," mom said.

Hearing her, I nodded, and when she walked away, I sat, and not long after the food come. Seeing it, I nodded, and when I was done eating, I looked at JJ and said, "So you have come here."

"Oh, don't ask about this," he said, and when I nodded, he said, "have this with you. If you break it, I will know that something is happening."

"What it is."

"Oh device, which will activate GPS. Keep it with you," he said. Hearing it, I nodded, and when I was done eating, he said, "We will go to your place to take some clothes, and after having them to the airport. Orders."

"Ok," I said, and when he nodded, we came to the car and started driving. For sure, I need to take with me what I need. Thinking about this, I started planning what.