The entire sky was ablaze with the setting sun.
I suddenly realized I was in a very strange place.
A thick crystal slab was under my feet. Beneath that transparent floor, strings of crimson-splashed clouds flowed past. I looked
up and saw nothing but infinite evening sky. An endless expanse,
sprayed with gradient colors from brilliant orange to bloodred to
deep purple. I could hear the sound of a slight breeze.
Aside from the red and gold clouds floating by, there was
nothing in the air but this small circle of crystal, and I was standing at its edge.
Where am I? I remembered my body shattering into countless
pieces and dissipating into nothing. Was I still somewhere inside
SAO…or had I actually gone to the afterlife?
I looked down at my body. The leather coat and long gloves
were the same equipment I had been wearing when I died, but
everything was ever-so-slightly translucent now. And it wasn't
just my clothes. Even my body itself had turned into a partially
see-through material like colored glass, and it was sparkling red
with the light of the sunset.
I stretched out my hand and waved the fingers. The game window popped open with the same sound as ever. I was still stuck in
SAO.
But there was no equipment mannequin or menu readout on
the window. It was simply a featureless box that read [EXECUTING
FINAL PHASE: CURRENTLY 54%] in small letters. The number ticked
up to 55 percent as I watched. I'd thought that dying and disintegrating happened at the same time that the device fried the brain.
What was happening here?
I shrugged and closed the window, then jumped as someone
called out to me.
"…Kirito."
It was like the song of angels. A shock ran through me.
Please let it be real; please don't let it be an illusion, I prayed,
and turned.
She was standing there, set against the burning sky.
Her long hair was rippling in the breeze. Her smiling face was
close enough that I could cup her cheek if I reached out, but I
couldn't move.
If I take my eyes of of her for just an instant, she'll disappear, I thought. Instead, I stared silently. Like me, her body
seemed made of a delicate crystal. As it sparkled and gleamed
with the light of the sunset behind it, it seemed to me that the
sight was more beautiful than anything in the world.
I desperately tried to hold back the tears, and finally I cracked
a smile. When my voice came out, it was barely a whisper.
"Sorry…I guess I died."
"…Dummy."
A large tear rolled down her cheek as she smiled. I opened my
arms and called her name.
"…Asuna."
She jumped to embrace me, tears sparkling, and I held her
tightly. I'd never let her go. No matter what happened, I would
never release my grip.
After a long, long kiss, we finally extricated our faces and
looked at each other. There were so many things to say about that
final battle, so many things to apologize for. But words were no
longer necessary. Instead, I turned to look at the endless sunset
and asked, "So…where are we?"
Asuna silently looked down and pointed. I followed her finger.
Far, far away from our little floating crystal platform was a
point in the sky—and there it floated. It was like a cone with the
tip chopped off. The entire structure was made of countless thin
layers. If I squinted, I could see little mountains, forests, lakes,
and even towns in the spaces between the layers.
"Aincrad…"
Asuna nodded. That had to be Aincrad. A giant castle, floating
in an endless expanse of sky. The world of swords and battle that
had played host to our painful two-year struggle. And now it was
below us.
Before I came here, I'd seen pictures of the structure in promotional material for Sword Art Online. But this was the first
time I'd ever actually seen it like this in person. My breath caught
in my throat; I felt something like awe.
The floating fortress of steel…was collapsing.
As we watched, a chunk of the lowest floor broke off, spilling
away into countless smaller pieces. If I trained my ears, I could
hear the heavy crumbling sounds beneath the wind.
"Ah…"
Asuna murmured. A larger piece of the bottom broke away,
and this time there were trees and cascades of lake water among
the structural rock as it plummeted through the red sea of clouds.
That was where our little log cabin used to be. Floor by floor, the
place that had consumed two years of our memories peeled apart
like tiny membranes, and I felt grief well up in my heart.
I slowly sat down on the edge of the crystal platform, still
holding Asuna.
My heart was oddly calm. I didn't know what had happened to
us, what would happen to us, or why, but I felt no fear. I'd done
what I needed to do, lost the life I had been given, and now sat
with the girl I loved, watching the end of the world. Nothing mattered anymore. I felt fulfilled.
Asuna must have felt the same. She hugged me close, watching
Aincrad fall to pieces, her lids half lowered. I slowly stroked her
hair.
"That's a fine sight."
The voice from my right took me by surprise. Asuna and I
looked over to see that a man was now standing at the edge with
us.
Akihiko Kayaba.
The developer of Sword Art Online, not the paladin Heathcliff.
He wore a white shirt and tie underneath a long white lab coat.
The contours of his face were fine and sharp, but the metallic eyes
and the way he placidly observed the disappearing castle were the
same as his prior incarnation. Like us, he was partially transparent.
Less than an hour ago, I had been locked in a battle to the
death with this man, but I felt at peace now. It was as if I had to
leave all my rage and hatred behind to reach this world of endless
sunset. I pulled my eyes away from Kayaba and back to the castle,
then spoke.
"What's happening to Aincrad?"
"You might call it a visual metaphor." His voice was quiet. "At
this moment, the SAO mainframe, stored five levels underground
at the Argus building, is deleting all data saved on its server. In
another ten minutes, nothing will remain of this world."
"What happened to all the people who were there?" Asuna
murmured.
"Don't worry about them. Just moments ago…"
He waved a hand, then glanced at the window that popped up.
"…all 6,174 surviving players were logged out and regained
consciousness."
So Klein, Agil, and all the other people we'd met there, the
ones who had lived through those two years with us, were all back
in the real world, safe and sound.
I shut my eyes tightly, warding off the emotion that threatened
to seep out.
"…And those who died? We both 'died,' and we're here right
now, so isn't it possible that you could bring the other four thousand back to consciousness?"
He closed the window, his face unchanging, then placed his
hands in the pockets of his coat.
"Life is not meant to be treated so lightly. They will not come
back. In every world, the dead must disappear. You two are a special exception. I wanted a bit more time to speak with you."
That is what a man who killed four thousand people has to say
for himself? But for some reason, the anger did not come. Instead, I had another question. A very simple question that every
player in the game—every person who was aware of what happened here—wanted to know.
"So why…did you do this?"
I thought I detected a pained smile cross his face. He was
silent for a while.
"Why, you ask? For a long time, even I had forgotten. Why did
I do this? When I learned about the development of the full-dive
system—in fact, long before that moment—I dreamed of creating
that castle. Creating a world that surpassed all the rules and laws
of reality. And finally…I even saw the laws of my own world
eclipsed."
He turned the serene light of his eyes upon me, then back
again.
A slight gust picked up, rustling Kayaba's lab coat and Asuna's
hair. The castle was more than half gone by now. Even memorable Algade had crumbled into nothingness, swallowed by the
clouds. Kayaba continued.
"Children experience a great variety of dreams and fantasies.
At a young age, I was gripped with a vision of a castle of iron
floating in the sky…Even after I grew older, that vision never left
my mind. In fact, with every year the picture grew larger and
more real. For years, my one and only desire was to leave the surface and travel to that castle. You see, Kirito, a part of me still believes that castle really exists…in some world, somewhere…"
Suddenly, I felt the illusion that I had been born there, too, a
boy who dreamed of being a swordsman someday. One day, that
boy would meet a girl with hazel eyes. They would fall in love, be
bound as one, and live out their days in a little cottage in the
woods…
"Yeah…I hope it does," I murmured. Asuna nodded softly in
my arms.
The silence returned. As I gazed far away, I noticed that the
process of entropy was now affecting more than just the castle. In
the far distance, the supposedly infinite sea of clouds and red sky
were being visibly swallowed by white light. The light was bleeding through here and there, slowly approaching.
"One last thing. Congratulations on beating the game, Kirito
and Asuna."
We both turned to look up at him. He was gazing down at us, a
beatific smile on his face.
"And now, I should be going."
The wind blew, and suddenly he was gone, as if erased from
existence. The crimson sunset was sparkling subtly through the
crystal platform. We were alone again.
Where had he gone? Back to the real world?
No—that was unlikely. He must have deleted his own mind
and traveled off in search of the real Aincrad.
Only the tip of the virtual fortress was left now. We were seeing the seventy-sixth floor and above for the very first time, but
only in a state of rapid self-destruction. The curtain of light that
swallowed the world was growing close. As the rippling aurora
touched everything in its path, even the clouds and sky itself shattered into those familiar, fragile shards.
An enormous red palace with a fragile spire sat atop the very
tip of Aincrad. If the game had proceeded according to plan, we
would likely have crossed swords with the wicked overlord
Heathcliff there.
Even as the top floor fell, the master-less castle continued to
float, as if defying its fate. The deep red gleam of the structure
stood out against the red backdrop, like the heart of the castle,
left behind after all its flesh had fallen away.
Eventually, the wave of destruction swallowed it as well. It disintegrated into countless rubies from the bottom up, spilling
down into the clouds. The tallest tip of the castle burst into pieces
just as the curtain of light swallowed all of it. Aincrad ceased to
exist, and the only things left in the world were clouds, the little
floating platform, and Asuna and me.
There wasn't much time left. We were in the midst of a brief
stay of execution, courtesy of Kayaba. When the world was completely gone, the NerveGear would execute its final procedure,
and then it would truly be over.
I cupped her cheek with my hand and slowly met her lips. It
was our final kiss. I took my time, trying to etch her entire existence into my soul.
"Well, this is good-bye."
She shook her head.
"No. It's not good-bye. We'll disappear as one. So we'll always
be together."
It was almost a whisper, but firm. She turned in my arms to
face me head-on, tilted her head slightly, and gave me a gentle
smile.
"Hey, tell me your name. Your real name."
I was momentarily stunned. Then I realized that she was talking about my name in the life I'd left behind two years ago. The
fact that I'd led a different life under a different name seemed like
a story from the distant past, a world long lost. I spoke the name
that floated up from the depths of my memory, grappling with the
strange sensation.
"Kirigaya…Kazuto Kirigaya. I lost count, but I probably turned
sixteen last month."
In that instant, I felt like the life that had paused so long ago
started ticking once again. Kazuto slowly began to surface from
deep within Kirito the swordsman. The heavy armor I'd gained in
this world began to fall off, piece by piece.
"Kazuto…Kirigaya…"
She sounded out each syllable, then gave me a conflicted
laugh.
"So you're younger than me…As for me, I'm Asuna Yuuki. Age
seventeen."
Asuna…Yuuki. Asuna Yuuki. I repeated the most beautiful
sounds I'd ever heard, committing them to my heart.
Suddenly, I felt something hot spilling out of my eyes.
The emotions that had been frozen in the endless twilight
churned into motion. Incredible pain that ripped my heart in
pieces. The first tears I'd shed since being taken prisoner in this
world came flooding out of me. Sobs caught in my throat like a
little child, my hands balled into fists.
"I'm sorry…I'm sorry I said…I would bring you back…I
promised to do it…but…"
I couldn't finish the rest. In the end, I couldn't save the most
important person in the world to me. The regret that I had let her
shining future come to a premature end turned to tears that
flowed out of me without cease.
"No…it's okay…"
Asuna was crying, too. Her tears were like glistening jewels in
all the colors of the rainbow, particles of light that dripped and
evaporated.
"I was so happy to have met you and lived with you, Kazuto. It
was the happiest time of my life. Thank you…I love you…"
The end of the world was at hand. The giant fortress of metal
and the endless expanse of sky had vanished into the light, and
only the two of us remained. The air around us was sucked into
the vacuum, fragmenting into dots of light.
Asuna and I embraced, waiting for the end.
In the midst of the incandescent light, it felt like even our
emotions were being burned away. Only my yearning for Asuna
was left. Everything disintegrated and evaporated, but I kept calling Asuna's name.
My vision was filled with light. Everything was covered in a
veil of white, dancing into microscopic motes. Asuna's smile dissolved into the light that filled the world.
I love you…I love you so much…
A voice like a ringing bell sounded in the last bit of my consciousness.
The boundary that made Asuna and me separate beings vanished, and we crossed into each other.
Our souls mingled, became one, scattered.
Disappeared.