Out in the yard dusted with snow, the embrace of the chill morning air was biting, but even that did not drive all of the fogginess
from my head.
I shook my head a few times and headed resolutely for the
wash station in the corner of the open space. I twisted the oldfashioned silver faucet and held out my hands to catch the falling
water.
It was so cold, it seemed like the pipes should be frozen. But I
splashed water on my face nonetheless, an attempt to force all of
my nerves into activity. They screamed in protest, but were
splashed a few more times before I tilted my head down and
drank directly from the spigot.
As I was drying my face with the towel around my neck, the
glass door to the house opened, and Suguha stepped out in her
tracksuit. She was normally an excellent morning person, but
today she looked as miserably half-asleep as I felt.
"Morning, Sugu," I said. She tottered over to mumble a greeting, blinking heavily.
"Morning, Big Brother."
"You look sleepy. When did you get to bed last night?"
"Umm…around four, I think."
I shook my head in disappointment. "C'mon, kids shouldn't be
staying up all night. What were you doing?"
"Ummm…the Internet…and stuff…"
This took me by surprise. The old Suguha would never have
stayed up until all hours on the Internet. She really must have
changed in the two years I'd been gone.
"Just don't overdo it. Not that I have room to talk…"
The second half of that came out as a quiet mumble. Remembering something from last night, I said, "Hey Sugu, turn
around."
"…?"
She did a half turn, her face confused and still half-asleep. I
put my hand under the faucet to get it nice and wet, then grabbed
the back collar of her suit and shoved a half-dozen freezing-cold
drops down her unprotected back.
"Pyaaaaa!!"
Her screech echoed throughout the yard.
Suguha was still in a huff throughout all of our morning stretches
and swinging practice, but her mood improved instantly when I
promised to buy her a raspberry cream parfait drizzled with green
tea and sweet-bean syrup from our local diner.
We'd both slept in a bit this morning, so once we'd finished
our showers after training, the clock said it was already past nine.
As usual, our mom was fast asleep, so Suguha and I cooked our
own breakfast.
I was washing and cutting tomatoes into sixths, and Suguha
was dicing lettuce, when she leaned over and asked, "What's your
schedule for today, Big Brother?"
"Well, I've got something to do in the afternoon…so I'm think-
ing of visiting the hospital before then."
"I see…"
Once I'd learned of Asuna's plight, visiting her in the hospital
every other day was my most important custom.
As a sixteen-year-old in real life, there was very little I could
do for Asuna—basically nothing, actually. Holding her hand and
praying was the best I could manage.
The screenshot Agil had sent me flashed through my mind.
Thanks to that picture, I'd made my way into the virtual world of
Alfheim and, after two days, was very close to the location of the
girl in the photo, but I had no proof that it was Asuna. I could be
searching for her in the wrong place entirely.
But there was something to that world—that much was certain.
Sugou wanted Asuna to stay under forever. His company was
involved in running ALfheim Online. The character data for Kirito and Yui the mental-care AI, both from SAO, fit right into the
server…I didn't know how all the pieces added up, but there was
something there.
When the ALO server maintenance finished this afternoon, I
would be challenging the World Tree in that land of fairies. Just
the thought sent shudders of impatience down my back. It would
be nearly unbearable to sit in my room, waiting for the maintenance to finish, wondering to myself if I was any closer to Asuna
than when I started.
So before I did any of that, I wanted to touch the real Asuna, to
feel her warmth. Sugou had warned me to stay away from her,
citing her condition, but there was nothing he could do to stop me
from visiting.
Once they were cut, we tossed the tomatoes, lettuce, and watercress in a bowl and stirred in some dressing. Suguha was quiet
throughout, but she eventually gave me a serious look and asked,
"Hey, Big Brother. Can I go to the hospital with you…?"
"Huh…?"
I paused, bewildered. Suguha had never actively tried to learn
more about my experience in SAO before. I'd told her a bit about
Asuna a while back, but nothing beyond that, not even my character's name.
I panicked slightly when I remembered that two nights ago,
shocked by the story of Asuna's engagement, I'd broken down
and cried in front of Suguha, but this time, I managed to keep my
expression cool.
"Yeah…okay. I'm sure Asuna would like that."
Suguha nodded happily, but there seemed to be a shadow behind her smile. I gave her a close look, but she only turned
around, carrying the bowl to the table.
Nothing odd happened after that, and I soon forgot about Suguha's awkward reaction.
"What's up with your school situation now?" she asked,
crunching her veggies across from me at the table.
It was a reasonable question. At age fourteen, the fall of my
second year of middle school, I'd been taken prisoner by SAO and
had not escaped for two years, making me sixteen now. This
April, I should have been starting my second year of high school,
but I hadn't taken any entrance exams, and even if I wanted to,
most of my memory was now stuffed with a vast amount of data
related to SAO. It would take a long, long time just to forget all
those item prices and monster attack patterns so that I could replace them with historical dates and English vocabulary words.
The fellow with glasses from the Ministry of Internal Affairs
had actually mentioned something about this, but I'd been so
concerned with Asuna that I didn't take in most of that information. I strained to recall the fragments that remained.
"Let's see…I think they said they were going to use an old
school campus that was left empty after some recent consolidation to make a special temporary school for the students that
came back from SAO. No entrance tests to worry about, and if
you graduate, you'll qualify to take a college entrance exam."
"Ohh, I see. That sounds nice…right?" Suguha smiled for a
moment, then scowled and mumbled, "I guess it does seem a little too convenient and unified, though…"
"Well spotted," I said, smiling. "I think that's exactly what the
government wants. We were locked inside a game for two years
with the threat of death. They're worried about the effect that
might have had on our mental health. So I'm guessing it's easier
for them to manage the situation by putting us all together like
that."
"Aw, I dunno," Suguha mumbled, scrunching her face up.
I hastily added, "Well, regardless of any overmanagement, at
least they're offering a safety net. If I tried to get into a regular old
high school now, I'd have to spend the whole year studying all
over again at a cram school. Of course, they're not going to force
us to attend this temporary school, so I have the option of trying
on my own, if I want…"
"I'm sure you could do it. You have very good grades."
"Had, past tense. I haven't done any schoolwork in two years."
"I know! I could be your tutor!"
"Oh? Maybe I should have you teach me math and information
processing."
"Umm…"
I grinned at her look of awkward hesitation and popped the
slice of buttered toast into my mouth.
In truth, I hadn't been in any state to think about school recently. With everything that had happened and Asuna's current
plight, it was hard to think of myself as an ordinary student.
Even now, two months back into the real world, I sometimes
felt lonely and vulnerable without my beloved swords at my back.
There were no more monsters lurking, waiting to pounce, but I
still felt that sense of anxiety. It would take a while to get rid of
the sensation that I was actually Kirito the swordsman, while
Kazuto Kirigaya—who attended school, took tests, and grew older
—was only a persona.
Or perhaps it was because inside my head, I still hadn't seen
the ending of SAO. I couldn't hang up my swords until I'd seen
Asuna returned to this world. I had to get her back. Nothing
could start until then.
I paid for two tickets at the terminal and we stepped off the bus,
into the street. Normally I rode my bike to the hospital, but today
I decided to give the workout a rest and take the bus instead.
Suguha blinked as she stared up at the hospital.
"Wow, it's so big!"
"You should see the interior. It's like a hotel."
I waved at the guard as we passed through the gate. The walk
up the tree-lined hill to the hospital itself was surprisingly long,
and it took several minutes for us to finally make our way into the
dark brown building. Suguha, the very picture of good health,
looked around curiously at the unfamiliar setting, so I had to drag
her over to the desk for our visitor passes before making my way
to the elevator. We got off on the top floor and walked down the
empty hallway to the last room.
"This is it…?"
"Yeah," I nodded, sticking the passcard into the lock on the
door. Suguha stared at the metal nameplate next to the door.
"Asuna…Yuuki…So her character name was her real name?
Most people don't bother to use their own name."
"I'm surprised you know that. As far as I can tell, Asuna was
the only one using her real name…"
I slid the card back out, and with a quiet beep, the orange LED
turned green and the door opened. Instantly, the thick scent of
flowers flooded out. I stifled the sound of my breath and walked
into the chamber of the serene, sleeping princess. I could feel the
tension in Suguha's body as she stayed right next to me.
I put a hand on the white curtain and said the same quick
prayer I always did.
Then I slid it aside.
Suguha forgot to breathe when she saw the girl sleeping on the
spacious bed.
For a moment, she thought it wasn't a person. It must be a
fairy—one of the Alfs, the true fairies that lived on the top of the
World Tree. Such was the otherworldly beauty of the sleeping girl
before her.
Next to her, Kazuto watched in silence, until he finally took a
short breath and whispered, "Let me introduce you. This is
Asuna…Asuna the Flash, vice-commander of the Knights of the
Blood. Even at the very end, I could never match her speed and
precision with a blade…"
He trailed off and looked down at the girl.
"Asuna, this is my sister, Suguha."
Suguha stepped forward and said timidly, "It's nice to meet
you, Asuna."
The sleeping girl did not respond, of course.
She looked at the navy-blue headgear stuck to the girl's head.
It was the same NerveGear that Suguha had looked at nearly
every day, often with hatred. Only the three glittering lights on
the front face of the apparatus gave any sign that Asuna was alive.
The deep, terrible pain that Suguha had nursed while Kazuto
was locked in the game for those two years was something he was
grappling with now, she realized. Suguha's heart quavered like a
leaf floating on water.
It was too cruel that this inhumanly beautiful person's soul
should still be locked away in some other, hidden world. She
wanted to bring this girl back to Kazuto's side—to bring a true
smile of joy to his face.
But at the same time, she couldn't stand to see the look on his
face as he silently gazed down at Asuna on the bed. She was starting to regret having come here.
When she had asked to tag along today, Suguha had wanted to
know what her true feelings were, once and for all. Ever since Midori told her the truth, an itch had developed within Suguha, underneath all of the regret and longing of the last two years. Was it
the close love she felt for her brother, or the romantic love she felt
for her actual cousin? What did she want from Kazuto?
I just want to be with him forever…as a close sibling.
But was that really all there was to it? Could she truthfully
claim that she wanted nothing more than to train with him and
eat at the table with him every day?
These were questions she had asked herself over and over
since Kazuto's return two months ago.
She'd thought that by meeting the person who owned the innermost part of his heart, she might discover the answers. But as
she stood in the golden, quiet hospital room, Suguha felt herself
growing scared. She was afraid to learn those answers.
She was about to say that she'd just be waiting out in the hallway, trying not to look at Kazuto's face, when he suddenly took a
step forward and she lost her opportunity to excuse herself. He
circled around the bed and sat down in the chair on the other
side. Now he was front and center in her field of vision.
He grabbed up Asuna's small hand, which was poking out of
the white sheets, and stared silently at her sleeping face. When
Suguha saw the look on his face, a sharp pain pierced her heart.
". . ."
That look in his eyes. It was the look of a weary traveler in
search of his fated lover after many long years…perhaps a journey
that had begun in his previous life and that would continue into
the next. Behind the gentle, caring light in his eyes, she sensed a
deep, mad longing. Even the colors of his irises seemed different.
In that moment, Suguha realized what her heart truly desired,
and that it was in a place she could never reach.
She couldn't even remember what she and Kazuto talked about
on the way back home.
The next thing she knew, Suguha was lying on her bed, staring
at the blue sky in the poster on her ceiling.
Her cell phone was beeping happily atop the headboard. It
wasn't an incoming call, but an alarm she'd set last night before
bed. The time was three o'clock, the end of the ALO server maintenance. The gate to the other world was open again.
She didn't want to shed any real tears. If she cried here, she
knew she'd never be able to give up on this. Instead, she'd cry a
bit in the fairy world. Leafa was always peppy and energetic;
she'd be back to laughing in no time.
Suguha stopped the alarm and picked up the AmuSphere sitting next to it. She put it on, lay back down again, closed her eyes,
and sent her soul soaring.
When the sylph girl awoke, she was in an inn room on the edge of
Alne, central city of Alfheim.
Last night—actually, early this morning—Leafa had at long last
escaped the underground realm of Jotunheim. When she'd
climbed the stairs carved into the roots of the World Tree, she
was right in Alne where she'd hoped to be. The knothole she'd
climbed out of closed up behind her in seconds, and there would
be no turning back.
After that, she'd checked in to the nearest inn, rubbed her fatigued eyes, and then rolled into bed. She fell asleep immediately,
logging out of the game automatically. She didn't even have the
strength to bother with reserving a second room.
Leafa sat up and went over to the edge of the bed. The bustle
of town, the smell in the air, and even the color of her skin were
different, but that stabbing pain deep in her heart had not vanished. She stayed hunched over, waiting for the pain to turn into
liquid so it could drip from her eyes.
After a few dozen seconds, a smooth tone announced the appearance of another person next to her. Leafa slowly raised her
head.
The boy in black's eyes went wide when he saw her, but he recovered quickly and asked, "What's wrong, Leafa?"
Something about that gentle smile, like a breeze in the night,
reminded her of Kazuto. As soon as she saw it, tears sprang into
her eyes and fell through the air like glittering beads of light. She
tried to put a smile on her face.
"Well, Kirito…I…I've got a broken heart."
He stared at her with his midnight eyes. She was struck by the
urge to tell this strangely old boy with the very young features
everything—but she clenched her teeth and held it in.
"S-sorry, I shouldn't be telling you this personal stuff. I know
it's against the rules to talk about real life here," Leafa hastily
added, trying to keep the smile on her face, but the trail of tears
did not stop.
Kirito reached out and put his gloved hand on top of Leafa's
head, tenderly rubbing it back and forth a few times.
"You're allowed to cry when it's hard—there or here. There's
no rule that says you can't express your emotions in a game."
There was always a bit of awkwardness around moving and
speaking in the virtual world. But Kirito's soft, sympathetic voice
and gentle hands were smooth as butter. They enveloped Leafa's
senses and made her comfortable.
"Kirito…"
She gently laid her head against his chest. As each of the tears
silently dripped onto his clothes, they evaporated with tiny glimmers of light.
I love my brother, she told herself, as if just confirming what
she already suspected. But I can't speak this feeling aloud. I have
to keep it trapped deep in the deepest part of my heart. That
way I might actually forget about it one day.
Even if they really were cousins by birth, Kazuto and Suguha
had been raised as brother and sister for years and years. If she
revealed her feelings, Kazuto and her parents would be shocked
and troubled. Not to mention that Kazuto's heart belonged to that
lovely girl…
She had to forget everything.
Suguha, in the form of Leafa, let herself sink into the chest of
this mysterious Kirito, and hoped that day would come soon.
They stayed that way for quite a while, Kirito rubbing Leafa's
head without a word the entire time. Eventually, a bell began
ringing in the distance, and Leafa straightened up, looking at Kirito. This time she was able to give him a proper smile. Her tears
had stopped.
"…I'm fine now. Thanks, Kirito. You're very nice."
He scratched his head and smiled shyly. "I've heard just the
opposite plenty of times. Gonna log off for today? I think I can
manage on my own from here…"
"No, I've come this far. Might as well finish the job."
She leaped up off the bed, did a spin and a half to face him,
and extended her hand. "C'mon, let's go!"
Kirito nodded and took it, that usual slight smile playing
across the corner of his mouth. Then, as though remembering
something, he looked up toward the ceiling. "Yui, are you there?"
Before the words had finished leaving his mouth, the familiar
pixie appeared with a sparkling of light between them. She
rubbed her eyes with a tiny hand, yawning majestically.
"Fwaaaa…Good morning, Papa, Leafa," she said, plopping
down on his shoulder. Leafa took a good look at Yui and greeted
her with a question.
"Morning, Yui. I've been wondering…do Nav Pixies sleep at
night like everyone else?"
"Oh, of course not. But when Papa's gone, I shut off my input
systems and organize and analyze my collected data, so I suppose
you could consider that a form of sleep."
"But the way you were just yawning…"
"Isn't that a part of the human start-up sequence? Papa does it
for an average of eight seconds every time he—"
"Enough of that nonsense." Kirito jabbed Yui's cheek with his
finger, then opened his item window and placed the large sword
over his back. "All right, let's go!"
"Okay!" Leafa agreed, slinging her blade across her waist.
As they left the inn side by side, the sun was just reaching its
apex overhead. Most of the numerous NPC businesses were open,
and the nighttime bars and mysterious item shops had CLOSED signs
hanging from their doors.
It was just after three o'clock on a weekday, but because monsters and items were particularly well replenished after weekly
maintenance, there were plenty of players active.
Leafa had been too tired this morning to notice, but with fresh
eyes now she saw a score of surprises among the crowds.
The variety of races and players strolling around and chatting
happily was stunning anew—she saw short, squat gnomes covered in metal armors and lugging huge battle-axes; tiny, harpcarrying pookas that barely reached her waist; and even mysterious Imps with purple skin under black-enameled leather. At one
of the stone benches throughout the city, she found a red-haired
salamander girl and a young, blue-haired undine man staring
deeply into each other's eyes as a cait sith with a massive wolf
meandered past.
The sight was much wilder and more chaotic than the uniform
green theme of Swilvane, but that liveliness was full of a buoyant
cheer. Even Leafa momentarily forget the throbbing in her heart
and let a smile steal across her face.
She noticed that part of her was hoping the two of them would
look like a natural couple here, then hurriedly squashed that feeling. Looking ahead down the street, she was greeted with a sight
that beggared the imagination.
"Wow…"
Alne was a many-layered city, jutting up out of the ground in a
conical shape. Leafa was only in the outermost ring, far from the
center, but she was still able to see virtually all of the city in its
many-ringed wonder.
Looming over the exterior of Alne, and made of something obviously different from the light gray rock of the city, were numerous incredibly thick, moss-green cylinders. Each one was nearly
as wide around as a two-story building was tall.
These giant cylinders snaking all over the center of Alne were
actually tree roots. Headed downward, they pierced all the way
through the thick surface layer of earth to the underground world
of Jotunheim. But as seen upward from Jotunheim, they wriggled
into fatter and fatter lines until, at last, breaking free of the surface, they all met at a single point hanging above the center of
Alne. In other words, the city of Alne aboveground and the giant
ice crystal jutting from the ceiling of Jotunheim were in symmetrical locations, with similar designs.
Leafa looked farther up, her back shivering with electricity as
she did.
The roots met to make up the base of a tree so large and thick
that any attempts to capture its essence with mere words would
fail. From that confluence, the trunk shot straight upward, its
bark gleaming a golden green from colonization by moss and
other flora. And yet, the entire tree seemed to grow more and
more bluish as it stretched deeper into the sky. Even higher than
the sky's blue, the branches were shrouded in a white haze—not
mist, but clouds. Said clouds were a visual representation of the
flight altitude limit, but the branches shot straight through them
and far above.
Just before they turned invisible against the blue and white of
the sky, the limbs could be faintly seen sprouting into a wide radial pattern. Each branch grew thinner and thinner until lace
seemed to cover the sky, all the way over to the outer edge of the
city where Leafa now stood. Based on the width of the lower
limbs, the canopy of the tree had to extend through the atmosphere and into space—if such a thing even existed here.
"So that's…the World Tree," Kirito said beside her, his voice
faint with awe.
"Yeah…It's amazing…"
"And there's another city on top of the tree? Which is where…"
"We'll find the fairy king Oberon and the alfs, spirits of light.
Supposedly, the first race to have an audience with him can be reborn as them."
". . ."
Kirito stared silently up at the tree, then turned to her with a
hard look on his face.
"Can you climb the exterior of the tree?"
"The area around the tree is off-limits, so apparently not. Plus,
if you tried to fly, your wing power would run out long before you
got up there."
"I thought you mentioned some people who stood on each
other's shoulders in an attempt to reach the branches…"
"Oh, that," Leafa chuckled. "Apparently they got pretty close,
but the GMs panicked and put in a fix to prevent it from working.
Now there's a hard-coded barrier just above the cloudline."
"Oh…Well, let's go see the roots."
"Roger!"
They nodded in agreement and headed down the main thoroughfare.
After several minutes of weaving through the mixed parties on
the road, a large stone staircase leading up to a gate came into
view. Through it lay the center of Alne, which made it, in turn, the
very center of the world itself. From here, the view of the World
Tree towering above was nothing but a giant wall.
They were climbing the steps with awe, about to walk through
the gate, when suddenly Yui's face appeared from the top of Kirito's pocket. She was gazing upward with an unusually intense expression.
"H-hey…what's the matter?" Kirito muttered, trying not to tip
off anyone around them. Leafa watched the little pixie curiously.
But Yui simply stared silently toward the top of the tree, her eyes
wide. After several seconds, her tiny lips parted and croaked.
"It's Mama…Mama's there."
"Wha…?" Now it was Kirito's turn to stare. "Really?!"
"I'm sure of it! That's Mama's player ID…Her coordinates are
directly overhead!"
Kirito turned a burning stare up to the sky. His face was pale,
and his teeth were clenched so hard, Leafa could practically hear
them grinding.
Suddenly, his wings spread. The clear gray surface flashed
white for an instant, and with an explosive bang! he disappeared
from the spot he was standing.
"Hey—wait, Kirito!" Leafa called out hastily, but the boy in
black was rocketing upward and accelerating. Leafa hurriedly
spread her wings and took flight after him, completely bewildered.
Vertical zooming and diving were Leafa's forte, but even she
couldn't catch up to Kirito, who seemed to be equipped with
rocket boosters. The black shape grew smaller and smaller before
her eyes.
It took only seconds to thread through the countless spires
that towered over the center of Alne and into the sky above the
city. Players lounging on the high terraces followed the sight with
curiosity, but Kirito merely darted past their noses on his way
ever higher.
Eventually there were no more buildings in sight, only the
greenish-gold cliff that was the trunk of the tree. Kirito raced parallel to the surface like a black bullet. The white clouds enshrouding the trunk were growing closer and closer. Leafa chased desperately, bracing herself against the wind pressure on her face.
"Be careful, Kirito! The wall's coming up!"
But Kirito didn't seem to hear. He was like an arrow attempting to split the sky, flying with enough force to tear a hole in the
fabric of this virtual world.
What drove him to do this? Was the person atop the World
Tree really this important to him? Yui had mentioned a "Mama."
Was it a woman, then? Was the person Kirito sought so desperately actually his—?
Suddenly, Leafa's chest twinged. It was a similar but distinct
pain to the one Kazuto made her feel.
She lost her concentration, and her ascending speed dipped.
Leafa shook her head to clear her thoughts, and put all of her
mind into her wings.
A few seconds behind Kirito, she reached the thick cloud layer.
Her vision went white. If the story she'd heard was correct, the
unbreachable altitude was set just above the clouds. She raced
through them, slowing only a little.
Suddenly, the world went blue. There was endless sky above in
a perfect cobalt-blue shade that just wasn't visible from the
ground. Overhead, the World Tree stretched its branches as
though supporting the heavens. Kirito was going even faster than
before, heading straight for a branch.
An explosion of rainbow color erupted around him.
Just a few moments later, a shock wave ripped through the air
like a peal of thunder. Kirito had slammed into the invisible wall
and now plunged lifelessly through the air like a black swan hit by
a hunter's shot.
"Kirito!" she screamed, rushing in his direction. If he fell all
the way from this height, not only would he lose all his HP, the ill
effects would plague him in the real world for quite a while after
logging out.
But before she reached him, Kirito seemed to have snapped
out of it. He shook his head a few times and began rising again.
Another collision with the barrier, and another impotent burst of
light.
Finally at his level, Leafa grabbed Kirito's arm and shouted,
"Stop, Kirito! It's impossible! You can't get any higher than this!"
But his eyes were filled with a mad light, and he attempted to
charge yet again.
"I have to do it…I have to go!!"
A thick branch of the World Tree split the sky in the direction
he was looking. It was certainly in much clearer view than it
would be from the surface, but the system's level of detail made it
clear the object was still quite far away.
Yui darted out of Kirito's pocket. She sped upward on her own,
leaving a trail of sparkling light behind.
Of course! A Nav Pixie's part of the system, Leafa thought momentarily, but the invisible barrier repelled even her tiny body.
The spectrum of light rippled outward like the surface of water,
pushing Yui away.
But with a sense of desperation that seemed totally unlike a
programmed object, Yui pushed against the surface and shouted,
"I might be able to reach her with a warning mode alert…Mama!
It's me! Mama!!"
"…!!"
A faint shout reached Asuna's ears, and she lifted her head
from the table.
She looked around frantically, but there was no one else in the
golden cage. The sky-blue birds that came to frolic at times were
nowhere to be seen. There was only sunlight shining through the
bars of the cage, casting shadows.
She put her hands back on the table, certain it was a figment of
her imagination.
"…Mama…!"
That time it was clear. Asuna leaped to her feet, kicking the
chair backward.
It was the voice of a young girl, as delicate as the plucking of a
fine harp. The sound struck Asuna's distant memories and reverberated throughout her mind.
"Y…Yui, is that you?" she whispered, then raced to the wall of
the cage, clutching the golden bars and frantically searching the
vicinity.
"Mama…I'm right here…!"
The voice seemed to echo directly inside of Asuna's head, so
she couldn't tell which direction it was coming from. But, instinctively, she could sense that it was coming from below. No matter
how hard she stared, she could see nothing through the white
cloud layer surrounding the tree below, but that was the source of
the voice.
"I…I'm up here!" Asuna shouted with all of her lungs. "I'm up
here, Yui!!"
If Yui, her "daughter" from SAO, was here, then he must be,
too…
"…Kirito!!"
She had no idea if she was loud enough to reach them. Asuna
looked around the cage, desperate to find something aside from
her voice that would signal her presence.
But she already knew that every object in the birdcage was positionally locked into place and couldn't be thrown out of the
cage. Long ago she'd attempted to send a message to the players
below about her presence using teacups or cushions, but it hadn't
worked. She clutched the bars in frustration and desperation.
No…
There was one thing—one object that hadn't existed here before. An irregularity in the otherwise pristine prison.
Asuna ran back to the bed and reached under the pillows,
pulling out the small silver keycard. She returned to the edge of
the cage and hesitantly reached out, clutching it in her hand. Previously, she'd been rebuffed by an invisible wall that refused to let
anything through.
"…!!"
Miraculously, her right hand felt no resistance as it passed out
of the cage. The clear silver card glittered as it caught the sunlight.
Kirito…please notice me!!
She opened her hand without hesitation. The card dropped
through the air silently, glinting as it fell straight toward the
clouds.
I slammed my fist against the invisible wall, writhing in frustration. My hand shot back as though rebuffed by a powerful
magnetic field, and a rainbow ripple extended through the air
from that spot.
"Damn…What the hell is this!" I rasped through gritted teeth.
I'd come so far—I was so close. The cage that held Asuna's soul
prisoner was just beyond my reach. And now my way was blocked
by the unfeeling, unassailable wall that was the system's programming.
A terrible, destructive urge pierced straight through my entire
being, and then burst forth like white-hot fireworks. Two days of
logging in to ALfheim Online, religiously following its rules in my
quest to reach Asuna…It was as though all the frustration and
panic I'd built up exploded at once. I bared my teeth and reached
over my back, intent on the handle of my sword.
That was when it happened.
Through the rage burning up my vision, I saw a small light,
flickering above.
"…What's that…?"
I stared at the light, anger momentarily forgotten. The glittering object was slowly, slowly falling toward me. It was like a lone
snowflake fluttering in midsummer sky, or a wafting feather of
dandelion fuzz settling down after a long journey.
Still hovering in midair, I let go of the sword hilt and reached
out toward the light with both hands. After several endless seconds, the silver object fluttered down into my grasp. I clutched it
to my chest and carefully opened my grip, sensing a somehow familiar warmth.
Yui looked over from the left, Leafa from the right. Like them,
I could only gaze silently at what I held.
"…A card…?" Leafa murmured. It did indeed appear to be a
flat, rectangular card. The translucent silver surface bore no
words or markings to identify it. I glanced at Leafa.
"Do you know what this is, Leafa?"
"No…I've never seen anything like it in the game. Try clicking
it."
I followed her suggestion, tapping the surface of the card with
my fingertip. But unlike any other object that appeared within the
game, there was no popup menu.
Yui leaned forward to get a closer look and gripped the edge of
the card.
"This looks like…a system administrator's access card!"
"…?!"
I held my breath, squinting at the card. "So…I can exercise GM
privileges with this?"
"No…In order to access the system from within the game,
you'll need the console this corresponds to. Even I can't call up
the system menu on my own…"
"I see. But there's no way something like this would fall down
without a reason. I have a feeling…"
"Yes. Mama must have sensed us and dropped it down to us."
". . ."
I clutched the card. Just moments earlier, Asuna had been
holding it. It was almost as though I could feel her will within it.
Asuna's fighting, too. She's doing her best to resist, to escape
this world. There must be more that I can do.
I fixed Leafa with a stare. "Where's the gate that's supposed to
lead to the interior of the World Tree? Show me."
"Um…that's in the dome beneath the roots of the tree," she
said, looking concerned. "B-but you can't go. It's protected by
guardians, and even full-size raid parties haven't been able to get
past them."
"I still have to go."
I slipped the card into my chest pocket and took Leafa's hand.
The sylph girl had saved my behind on many occasions. I came
to this world full of panic, not knowing left from right, and I'd
never have come so far, so fast, without her knowledge and her
energetic smile. I knew that someday, I ought to tell her the truth
in real life and thank her properly. It was with this thought in
mind that I said what came next.
"Thank you for everything, Leafa. I'll tackle what comes next
alone."
"…Kirito…"
She looked ready to cry. I squeezed her hand and let go, backing away with Yui on my shoulder.
With one last look at Leafa, her long ponytail swaying in the
air, I bowed deeply and turned around.
By folding my wings, I put acceleration into my drop and
headed for the very bottom of the World Tree. After a few dozen
seconds of almost-blinding descent, the complex shape of Alne
came into view at the foot of the tree. Spotting a particularly large
terrace between two roots in the city's top section, I prepared to
land.
I spread my wings wide to catch the air and slow my descent
as I gauged where to land. Despite my best efforts to cushion the
impact, my outstretched feet hit the stone hard enough to cause a
small blast. The other players lounging on the terrace turned to
look at me with startled faces.
When they had all turned back to what they'd been doing before, I inclined my head toward my shoulder. "Yui, can you tell
how to get to this dome?"
"Yes, it should be just up the stairs ahead. Are you sure you
want to do this, Papa? Based on all the information, it should be
nearly impossible to break through the gate."
"I've got no choice but to try. Besides, it's not like failing will
be fatal."
"That's true, but…"
I rubbed her lightly on the head. "Besides, if I have to waste
another second not trying, I'm going to go crazy. Don't you want
to see Mama?"
"…Yes," she responded meekly. I poked her cheek and started
heading for the large staircase ahead.
The area at the top of the wide stone steps seemed to be the
very top level of Alne. The roots of the World Tree, which snaked
up and over the massive conical bulk of Alne, all converged directly ahead, into one titanic trunk. But the diameter of it was so
vast that from here, it merely looked like a curved wall.
But a stretch of that wall was decorated with two massive statues of fairy knights, ten times taller than any player. Between
them was a stone door adorned with fine carvings. For being the
starting point of the game's final story quest, it was remarkably
absent of any players. By this point, the supposed impossibility of
the quest must have been common knowledge throughout the
population.
But I had to get past this door and its guardians to the gate.
Hang on, Asuna. I'll be there soon, I told myself, etching the
words into my heart.
A few hundred feet later, I was standing in front of the massive
door when the stone statue on the right began to rumble with
movement. I quickly turned around, taken aback, and saw that
the eyes beneath the helmet were glowing palely. The statue
opened its mouth and a voice like rolling boulders emerged.
"O warrior ignorant of the celestial heights, dost thou seek
entry to the castle of the king?"
At the same time, a yes/no prompt appeared, asking if I
wished to initiate the final quest. I pressed YES without hesitation.
This time, it was the statue on the left that boomed, "Then
prove thy wings can encompass the very sky above."
As the distant thunderfall of its voice died away, the large door
split down the center. Its two halves slowly rumbled open. The
ominous sound made me think of the terrible memories of fighting floor bosses in Aincrad. The unbearable tension of those battles came back to me, stealing my breath and sending a chill
down my back.
I had to tell myself that dying here was not permanent. Now
that Asuna's freedom hung on the outcome of this battle, it was
truly the most important task I'd yet tackled.
"Here we go, Yui. Be sure to keep your head low."
"Good luck, Papa," she squeaked from my pocket. I gave her
one last rub and drew my sword.
The rumbling finally stopped when the thick stone door was
open all the way. Only darkness lay beyond it. I took a step inside,
wondering if I should use my night-vision spell, but before I
could raise my hand, a brilliant beam of light shone down from
above, causing me to squint.
It was an unbelievably enormous round dome. The shape reminded me of the boss chamber on the seventy-fifth floor of Aincrad, where I'd fought Heathcliff, but this was several times larger
across than even that.
I was apparently inside the tree now, as the floor seemed to be
made of a lattice of tightly woven roots. At the outer edge of the
space, the vines grew over the walls and stretched upward to form
the ceiling. They grew more sparse the farther overhead they
went, forming stained-glass patterns that allowed in light from
above.
And at the very apex of that dome was a circular door. The
ring-shaped gate was carved with delicate reliefs and composed
of four wedge-shaped wings of stone that met at its center to
make a cross. The route up into the tree was clearly through
there.
I hefted my sword with both hands. Took a deep breath.
Tensed my legs. Spread my wings.
"Go!!" I shouted to brace myself, and leaped with all my
strength.
Not even a second into my flight, the luminescent spots in the
ceiling began to morph. One of the shining windows bubbled
forth as though giving birth: before my eyes, the light seemed to
drip downward into the form of a human being, complete with
arms, legs, four wings, and a roar in its lungs.
It was a gargantuan knight clad in silver armor. Its face was
hidden behind a mask like a mirror. And in its hand was a sword
even larger than mine. This was clearly one of the guardians
Leafa had warned me about.
The guardian knight's mirror face turned to look at me as I
raced upward, and with another gutteral roar, it dove.
"Outta my waaaay!!" I screamed in response and swung. As
the distance between us closed to nothing, I felt the cold sparks in
my head return—that familiar feeling of all my senses accelerating that I'd tasted so many times in SAO's death matches. At the
reflection of myself in the guardian's mask, I swung the
broadsword with all my strength.
When our blades collided, a brilliant light ripped through the
open space like lightning. My foe attempted to recover his balance and brandish the sword for another overhead slash, but I
followed my blade's momentum and plunged it into his chest. I
grabbed the neck of the massive knight twice my height and
pulled in close.
When fighting CPU-controlled monsters, the common strategy
was to keep an eye on the damage-causing reach of the enemy's
weapon and maintain a distance at least that wide, but against
such a large enemy, even a so-called safe distance would leave me
with blind spots. Staying in my current location was dangerous,
but I could at least buy enough time to regain my footing.
I pulled back the sword with my right hand and put the tip
against the guardian knight's throat.
"Raaah!!"
Thrusting my wings at full force, I shoved the sword with all of
my might. There was the heavy chunk! of a hard object being
split, and the blade thrust deep into the knight's neck.
"Grgaaah!!"
For the guardian's divine appearance, the scream that erupted
from its throat was positively bestial. Its entire body froze,
wreathed in pure white End Flames, and shattered.
I can do this! I screamed to myself. Statistically, this guardian
was far from a proper floor boss in SAO. In a one-on-one fight, I
had the advantage.
I brushed the white flames away and looked up to the gate—
then felt my face grimace. Nearly every one of the countless
stained-glass windows scattered throughout the still-distant
dome was producing its own white knight. There were dozens of
them—hundreds.
"Aaaaah!!" I bellowed, more to whip my frightened wits back
into shape than anything. I would cut them all down, no matter
how many there were. I beat my wings and raced upward.
Several of the new guardians descended to block my path. I set
my sights on the closest one and swung again.
This time I focused on the point of the enemy's sword as it
slashed diagonally down at me. I stretched to evade its path, trying to avoid a collision of our blades, which would knock me motionless for precious moments. The maneuver wasn't perfect, and
I felt the sensation of damage suffered as it clipped my shoulder,
but I ignored it and trained my every nerve on counterattacking.