The struggle is not only about Angel chasing someone, but her struggle also involves her life not going as normal in the future like other people, the friendships she has to maintain, her mother and the closest people she hopes to always be near. Angel becomes very fragile when she finds out the truth that is hidden by her best friend.

If tears always fall in the hallway of silence, then there is a sentence that she always uses as a companion to cover her disappointment.

"Whatever it is, only I know what I'm doing."

Can we? (New version)

Normally I would feel very happy to be near Alaska. Of course, who doesn't like being around the person we like? Of course everyone will think the same as me, thousands of butterflies touching the stomach and infinite heartbeats. 


However, I think today is different, the pounding of my heart is not because I am happy, but because I am so nervous and awkward sitting between two men who I think have a cold war for some time. Moreover, I sometimes catch the gaze of the two of them looking at each other meaningfully. 


I'm the only one who knows nothing here, I'm a parasite, right? I should have just left earlier. 


Now what should I do? Because, just want to breathe oxygen I find it difficult. Honestly, it feels tight, they both seem to take my breath expert. 


"Oh, yes, the day after tomorrow the campus will hold an exhibition as well as a seminar to release seniors who are about to graduate. You will come, right?" 


Chapter 23