The struggle is not only about Angel chasing someone, but her struggle also involves her life not going as normal in the future like other people, the friendships she has to maintain, her mother and the closest people she hopes to always be near. Angel becomes very fragile when she finds out the truth that is hidden by her best friend.

If tears always fall in the hallway of silence, then there is a sentence that she always uses as a companion to cover her disappointment.

"Whatever it is, only I know what I'm doing."

Can we? (New version)

Actually I have one request from God that I believe I will never be able to get again, my father. Yes, I know, I think my request was just a wish that could never come true. How could he come back to me alive? God had already taken him, before I even managed to repay him. 


He said, when we lose someone, then God will replace it by bringing in someone else who might replace that person's role. However, until now no one I can trust can replace my father's figure, even if my mother gets married again. Honestly, I wouldn't agree with that. 


They say maybe you can get that affection from a man who will love you one day. It's funny, is there really a man who loves me right now? Only I like him, he doesn't like me at all. 


Actually, I'm tired of fighting like this too, hoping in his rock-hard heart that I believe I'll never be able to get it. Let alone his heart, just holding his hand would never happen, unless it was intentional. 


Chapter 24