The struggle is not only about Angel chasing someone, but her struggle also involves her life not going as normal in the future like other people, the friendships she has to maintain, her mother and the closest people she hopes to always be near. Angel becomes very fragile when she finds out the truth that is hidden by her best friend.

If tears always fall in the hallway of silence, then there is a sentence that she always uses as a companion to cover her disappointment.

"Whatever it is, only I know what I'm doing."

Can we? (New version)

Hoping to get what I want without trying is a big lie. It would be hypocritical to say I never expected to be able to get what I wanted without working hard. I rely on incessant prayer without doing anything, isn't a result obtained with a struggle and prayer? 


I thought I couldn't possibly enter this fairly elite campus, but it turned out to be just a negative thought that I always generated in my emptiness. I forgot the fact that I had worked hard, and almost one hundred percent of the anxiety I generated came from my own imagination. 


Stupid? That's right, and sadly I've been in that position. 


Not anymore, I feel I'm mature enough to be able to face anything. I believe in what my father said at the time, he said I was strong even without him, so was Verrel. The difference is, that man always tests my mentality by giving a harsh reality that I sometimes have to accept, he always trains me to become a person who can be as tough as a rock without any shield. 


Chapter 25