The struggle is not only about Angel chasing someone, but her struggle also involves her life not going as normal in the future like other people, the friendships she has to maintain, her mother and the closest people she hopes to always be near. Angel becomes very fragile when she finds out the truth that is hidden by her best friend.

If tears always fall in the hallway of silence, then there is a sentence that she always uses as a companion to cover her disappointment.

"Whatever it is, only I know what I'm doing."

Can we? (New version)

I completely trust Alaska who didn't say anything to my mother, but I don't believe in myself that I can look okay right now looking at me. 


I looked so weak, I realized that. Alaska with a cold face was sitting next to me while driving, we had a little argument while in the hospital. I wanted to go back even though the doctor suggested that I fill up at least a few bottles of fluid at the hospital, obviously I refused, it could make me lie in the hospital for about two days. 


However, after that little argument, for some reason I felt Alaska looked so worried, he was worried about me even though he didn't say it directly. I can't think that this is good progress or not, because I was at my weakest point, then he came as if to hold out his hand so I wouldn't lie down weak. 


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