You Look Beautiful

Doodling in my journal,

all I can do is think of the worse case scenario because what could be worse than the...worse case scenario.

What's worse than getting sex trafficked?

Worse case scenario:

Getting sex trafficked and pregnant with the world against you because you're of African descent and that's not even including the high mortality in Black women in all sectors of life.

The End

But I'm sure he won't do any crazy shit that'll lead me to think of the worse cast scenario.

My thoughts began to wonder as my pen scratches the wide rule paper.

Ugh.

He is such a distraction. I just—

Calm your tits girl. I think to myself.

"Heard you were thinking about me and thought that I should come and say hi. Hi!"

Frightened by his unexpected arrival, I accidentally sent myself into spurs of coughs from spit going down the wrong pipe.

He began to laugh, "My bad, babe. Here's some water."

Taking the water quickly, I took my time to get my body back to stasis.