My first love

'Why…am I… crying so much?' She asked herself this so many times in her head. He was just a friend. Normally she didn't really cry a whole lot over friends. Then all of a sudden started remembering something.

*Memory*

A girl was crying in front of him. "I want to die! I'm not happy anymore. No one's wishing for my happiness anymore. They just don't care!"

"I care. I want you to be the happiest in the world, to the point where you can't stop smiling. So when you think like that think of me and how much I wish for your happiness."

The girl looked at him wide eyed and he gently smiled and she smiled. She whispered "thank you" and continued to hug him.

*End of memory*

"Ah, I get it." She whispered. 'I loved him.' That's right he was her first love. With great reason too. He was always with her when she was feeling down. Be it through phone or in person it didn't matter. She was his top priority. "Idiot" she mumbled. 'If you cared and about me you wouldn't have killed yourself."

She wondered if he liked her too. It was pretty obvious now that she thought of it. All the interactions they had made sense now. He liked her and she liked him. How bitter that she realized this too late. "I miss you already" she cried. At with that her first love ended exactly when she realized it.

Or so she thought. When she returned to school he was there. "W-what are you doing here!? Are you a ghost!?" She screamed,

"Ahh um, we'll my friend stole my phone and only gave it back to me when I was at school. Right now I saw what he had sent you, I'm so sorry. Are you okay?" She trembled and tears were refusing to come out when she said "idiot! I really thought you were gone!" He got flustered and was trying to calm her down and his friend was there smirking. I guess that was his plan. To make her realize her feelings. You see that friend was having a hard time seeing his dear buddy so pitiful with the girl he likes.

She asked him to meet her after school as she had something to say to him about this whole incident. He agreed and when it was time she was a nervous wreck. Why? Because she was going to confess, that right! Confession time!

When he arrived he seemed a little curious about what she was going to say. She started by saying "Um… so… when I thought you were dead I realized something. I was sitting there thinking 'wow I really liked this guy.' But then I went deeper. I realized that I like you much more than I thought. I don't like you as a friend I like you in a way i like no one else. Say… will you be my boyfriend?"

She tightened her eyes and she heard him say "you… really like me?" It was a hopeful tone so she lifted up her head and saw that he had a shocked but hopeful expression on his face. She smiled and said "I do, I really do!" He then approached her and hugged her tightly. He whispered "I like you too. Let's be happy together."

At this statement she widened her eyes then closed them saying "yes!"