What the fuck !?

as l was peacefully sleeping l had a strange lucid dream l was running l didn't know what l was running from but there was a fear deeply etched into my bones a burning sensation in my bones not to the point that it hurt but as if it was filled with power .

l soon started to gain consciousness as in my mind l was slowly muttering this is a dream this is a dream l kept at it curious to what would happen nothing happened.....

l woke up to an eerily cold room l was having trouble breathing a pillow was covering my l sat up in a frenzy throwing the pillow for no reason l sat there stared at the wall for a few moments when l looked at it l saw that the room had changed a bit the bed covers were now red the pillows gold two dressers beside my bed instead of one .

l jumped as l saw a holographic screen floating in front written on it in bright red colours was "You have failed and have automatically restarted do better"

Lillian : (⁠ ⁠;⁠∀⁠;⁠) okay .

' wtf! WTF! is happening why didn't it show itself before '

looking at the screen l saw at the corner that it said click to continue so wanting to find out more l did as instructed on the next page it said .

"Percentage of soul shards collected 3\10000 .

would host like to regain her memories?"

eh? it's not like l have anything better to do .

She clicked to regain her memories she fell to the floor an expression of pure pain on her face as memories long forgotten entered in her brain .

"relax darling it's all part of the process''.

The woman said aloud as she stared at Lillian lovingly this time her hood was down she was wearing a fancy dress her hair was falling like an endless waterfall as her eyes now shone with obsession as she stared at her past lover who so carelessly throw away her memories of their past love .

l watched my said memories like watching a movie l watched these drama filled memories while eating my melon seeds that l had some how gotten (⁠^⁠.⁠_⁠.⁠^⁠)⁠ノ

l saw the white haired woman in most of my memories discovering that she was my lover and that her name was Emery l lived in the future and in the past once l had died as a servant for the fight of the throne loyal l was to my master who was just a backstabbing bitch as she had disposed of me as soon as she milked me dry .

The prince who disposed of her: (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)