#Chapter176
'/"I think I know why you are here./"'
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I had kissed both Ethan and Harper in a few hours. The fact, somehow, made me feel dirty and uncomfortable in my own skin. I would have never done this kind of thing in the past. I was practically stringing two guys along and they had absolutely no idea. With all their faults and mistakes, neither of them deserved to be played like this. No one deserved to be strung along. There was nothing that could excuse this behaviour of mine. What I was doing was wrong and being confused and emotional didn't make my actions right.
I had chosen to come back here, knowing that I would have to own up to my problems. I had known that once I came back, I wouldn't be able to turn my head the other way when a problem presented itself in front of the people I care about.