Kai was a simple guy .
with a normal peaceful life

Kyungsoo however seemed to be rather violent in little things as hating others for no reason or delivering painful punches ,he was the little brother of Kris
(Kai's best friend ) 

both of them didn't really get along that well and Kris was the only bound which kept them still seeing each other and getting annoyed by each other .
but that all changed on 1 day 

After a car crash Kyungsoo woke up after 1 month . finding out Kris wasn't that lucky and still in a coma .he had nowhere to go ,so Kai didn't have a choice, he took him in . 
with only one question ,bothering him at that moment .

,, how can i help a thickheaded 
blind boy ?"

His 'meant to be' (kaisoo)

black , that’s what he saw as always but now it somehow turned brighter and brighter and finally he could see something

a hand it was all blurry, but he could see a hand he could feel a hand traveling up his tight

c-Chanyeol? no no it was one of those fucking might mares again .

he started struggling squeezing his eyes again as he felt the hand travel up too far .

/"Sh sh .. be a good boy /" he felt a shifting on the bed before something warm touched his entrance .

/"No no /" he whispered broken feeling the tears already overfilling his eyes as he struggled again . he knew that it was a nightmare, but it felt so real and at the moment he had nothing else mind than to get away . he didn’t want to feel that again .

Misunderstood